Thoughts

the start of something new

-high school musical lets gooooo-

i was bored and alone so what else would a 17 year old girl do other then go on tinder to have fun and get random compliments to boost her self esteem. i was swiping mostly left when someone caught my eye. he was cute and his bio was funny so he was one of the very few i swipes right on. i didn't expect us to match but then i heard the ding maybe a couple days later. he was straight to the point and wanted to skip the small talk. we snapchatted for weeks until we finally hung out. we met at a starbucks. at first, i wasn't really expecting anything other then just a small hang out for one night. you know tinder, no one really stays together on that. we got coffee and i soon had to go home to drop my moms coffee off and after we met up at the valley mall. we were playing a small game of who can get as many numbers from the same gender. i don't think either of us actually won. but i had a fun time doing it. afterwards maybe around eight, we left in my car and we went to a view point behind a hospital and found it boring. so instead, we went to a place called high drive, another viewpoint. we talked for three hours, just getting to know each other, at about eleven i asked if i could kiss him. that's how i know if i like someone or not. he of course said yes and i flipped my body over the car to be on top of his, we made out until about one in the morning when he started getting extremely hungry. so we left. shortly after we went back to the mall to get into his car and he showed me a place his best friend use to live. it was about 6 in the morning when i asked if we were going to have sex. i was tired and out of my head. we were making out on and off and i was in and out of sleep, he said no we weren't and i pouted a bit, again, i don't know why. we left the spot and he drove me back to my car, i knew we would be seeing each other again. i had a big feeling about it, and then i knew that i had feelings for him. a crush you could say. it developed quickly, yes, but some how i felt comfortable and safe enough to stay out all night with him, and sleep in his lap. i haven't really done that before so why wouldn't we see each-other again?