after the kissing booth

chapter 13

shout out to 

me and noah put our family  through alot for us to be together and this issue made me feel like were letting them down a little well noah more than me. to everyone me and noah had an amazing fairy tale relationship but in reality we were soon to be parents in the middle of a separation. i wanted to be the perfect couple everyone knew us to be but we werent.i felt so lonely i felt like the only person i had really was our baby.i wanted to just be with noah talking names and nursery colors and all that fun stuff but it would have to wait.i knew deep down my families opinion would help me alot .will they think differently of him? i was truly scared that they might say our relationship ran its course and we should just co parent.i knew i shouldn't worry or stress because its bad for the baby so i text rachel and asked her to ditch lee and come over especially since shes leaving in two days.i really wanted to talk baby talk because no matter whats going on with noah and i. i love this baby and am excited.lee isn't exactly to into the baby thing because of the timing and finding out what noah did and i needed space from noah.

rachel barged in the door and just hugged me."lets talk baby talk girl so when are you due " i giggled "april 12". she squealed "ok so first things first were going to the craft store to get the stuff for the baby book" "rachel should i be doing that without noah" she smiled at me and grabbed my hands "elle noah hurt you and this may be his baby but its the price he has to pay hes gonna miss out on few things which is fine its not like were revealing the gender without him or something let your self have some fun we have 3 hours till everyone gets here so well get the stuff for it and do it tomorrow ok" i smiled and hugged the crap out of her. her words made me think. did noah really deserve to miss out on the  beginning things?maybe that's not how she meant it?all i know is i want a cool gender reveal one where its a surprise to me and one for the whole family and i want me and noah to be ok by then.

rachel and i picked out yellow decorations to decorate the book and of course 2 books one for milestones and one for pictures.we got home and i quickly took a shower and got ready for the family i missed them all and i really needed june right now."lee noah will be here soon" "hes like an hour early though" so". i could tell lee was kinda surprised but it wasn't up to lee noah is in our lives."shelly" i heard from the door and of course i knew it was noah.he came in and was holding a small blue square box."hi" i said gently "can i just hold you elle i need to right now"i looked him in the eyes and the emotions were over powering and at that i needed him to hold me something came over me i ran and jumped in his arms and wrapped my legs around his waist and buried my face in his shoulder  his arms around my waist and i felt relaxed again and at that moment i knew for certain i was gonna be with noah and live the life we planned but i still thought we needed the couple of days apart because noah needed to think and so did i .things are gonna change for me and him and i think a couple days apart ,make sure my anger completely subsides and our family will be leaving in two weeks so everything will be fine.i let myself down from noahs waist and sat on the bed and gave him the ultrasound picture from my first appointment "its beautiful elle im sorry i couldnt be there" 'i tilted his head up to me i looked him in the eye "noah its fine i just went to confirm the home tests and they gave me a picture no big deal".he smiled and  rested his forehead on mine and i kissed him i don't know why but i needed it so i did. after the kiss the doorbell rang i got up to go see everybody but noah stopped me "i want you to have this just put it on" he handed me the blue box i opened it and it was a silver bracelet that said Noelle .

he put it on me and we ran downstairs and everyone was inside i was so excited but not at the same time.

so next chapter elle is gonna tell the parents what is going on so cant wait