Attack On Titan One Shots

Reiner x Reader (I Should Just Go)

((WARNING: This will have spoilers to season 2 AND will include some suicidal and depression things. So this is a trigger warning. If you don't like it, then just don't read it. This is also a bit long. But let me know if you want a part 2!))

There he was.

The man you loved.

The man you adored.

The man who made your heart flutter, your face red, and your palms to become sweaty.

He was the sweetest, most handsome, kind man ever. And he was your boyfriend.

You smiled at him as you saw him walk over to you.

Currently you were sitting in a small part of the castle. A little fire lit between the group sitting around in a circle.

You were cold, so he wrapped his arm around you and pulled you close to him.

"Reiner..." You said breaking the silence of the whole room. Everyone turned to look at you.

"Yes?" He responded.

You looked away from him and squeezed his hand tightly. This was the gesture he knew all the well. He pulled you tighter to him and stroked your head.

"Shh...(Y/n), its okay..." He whispered, shooting everyone in the room a death glare.

~Flashback~

You sat in your room at the HQ of the survey corps with blood covering your arms. A broken piece of your sword layed bloodied on the floor and you lifted your hands up to your face to cover your eyes.

'It's all so worthless!' you thought to yourself. 'We all are going to die!'

You cried all through dinner, so naturally people started wondering where you went.

Especially Reiner.

He looked over at everyone sitting down at the table in front of him.

"I'm gonna go find (Y/n), stay here." he said standing up and looking over at Bertholdt.

And after a while of searching he decided to try your room.

He walked up to the door and was about to knock when he heard small sobs coming from inside of your room. He knocked and jiggled the door handle.

"(Y/n)?" he said. "What's wrong? Let me in."

"Go away." you responded with a hic to your voice.

Now he knew something was wrong.

He kicked down the door and walked into your room to find you in such a horrifying state.

"Reiner...don't look at me!" You shouted to your boyfriend. But instead of leaving, he grabbed your hands and looked down at your bloodied arms.

"(Y/n)..." he whispered quietly.

"You weren't there! You didn't see him! You didn't see the Armored Titan step on my mother like an Ant! You didn't see my father being torn in half by an abnormal titan! And you didn't see my sister's face when pieces of the wall landed right on top of her! Nobody did!" You yelled at him pulling yourself away.

He leaned forward and hugged you.

"I wasn't there...at all...but I can assure you (Y/n), that I love you...and no harm will ever come to you while I am around...and no harm will come to me either...we will just have each other...forever." He smiled and stroked your cheek.

"Forever?" You sniffled.

"Forever, and whenever you feel depressed or lonely or unwanted or unloved or anything. Just squeeze my hand. And I will always be with you." he smiled.