Numb Pt.2 | Xxxtentacion [Completed]

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- A Week Later -

"Aye y'all, there's gonna be a party tonight at Trippie's and we invited." Jarad said to the group (x and ski).

"ah, nice?" Jah said not sounding so pumped for it.

"We going." Jarad added.

"Says who?" Jah said looking around.

"Says me, you need to get your mind off of shit Jah. Shit ain't healthy for you." Jarad stated.

"Yeah that's faxx vro." Ski joined in.

"But I almost finished her song." Jah sadly sighed.

"Who's son-.. oh." Awkwardly came out Jarad's mouth.

"She wouldn't want you to do this to yourself Jah and you know this. She'd want you to take a break and do something to distract you." Ski said as he turned to Jah.

"yeah, i guess you're right." Jah said.

"the party is in 2 hours, so you still got time to work on her song if you want." Jarad said while looking at Jah.

"No, I'll just go in our room." Jah said as he left the living room and went upstairs.

"Our room?" Jarad questioned Ski.

"Jah and Jacqui's room." Ski answered.

- Jahseh's POV -

If I talk out loud, do you think she'll hear me?

"I'm sorry baby." I cried as I sat on the edge of the bed where she sat yesterday.

"I'm sorry I didn't kiss you back yesterday." I say trying to get her attention.

I sighed, "I'm sorry I didn't explain my reasonings baby girl."

"And I love you too! I promise I do. I should've said it back before you left. JACQUI I LOVE YOU!" I screamed.

"baby please just say something back. i need you more than anything right now." i softly cried.

- Stokeley's POV -

I heard Jah scream "JACQUI I LOVE YOU" and before Jacqui killed herself she yelled I love you.

"FUCK, does he have the gun?! Please don't tell me he's gonna do it too, I can't lose both my best friends." I said as I got up and ran up to his room.

"huh?" Jarad said while following ski.

- Jahseh's POV -

"JAHSEH NO!" Ski yelled right before he ran in my room.

"what?" I lifted my head up.

"You scared me, vrother." Ski said as he sat next to me and hugged the shit outta me.

"How?" I said with a confused look on my face.

"Don't do that... I thought you were gonna k-..." Ski started to say until I cut him off.

"Oh, I see. My bad. I was just tryna communicate with Jacqui. I won't do that to y'all, since I understand the pain it puts people through." I said while I stood up and walked towards my closet.

"Yeah... anywho, what you doing?" Ski asked me.

I started to act as if I was searching through my closet.

"Looking for something I can wear for tonight." I said trying to find a way to have them leave my room.

"Oh ight, we'll leave you alone." Jarad said as him and Ski went back downstairs.

I got out my closet, walked to my bedroom door and shut it.

"I know you can hear me baby girl, I love you." I said while looking up at the ceiling.

I started to cry as I said, "I still consider us together baby. 3 years strong, wish I would've realized how much help I was to you. how impactful I was. I didn't know I meant that much to you. You really weren't lying when you said I was your world. Well listen to me now baby. I'm gonna stay loyal for you, you're my everything. You're my world. I hope you're listening. I love you."

I don't wanna go to the party. I just wanna sit in here or in the Stu (studio) all night and think and write about you.

I grab my phone off my bed and open Twitter.

- Twitter -

MAKE OUT HILL - XXX
@ Xxxtentacion
it's like I watched you slip away.
7:15 PM • 9 JAN 18

- comments
     @ triple.x.fan : what?? whoo?
     @ cloutchasinghoe : 😛finally single again?
     @ TheSlumpGod : 💔
     @ SomeThot : U won't watch me slip away     from you tonight at the party daddy😋😋

MAKE OUT HILL - XXX
@ Xxxtentacion
My love, in the sky. </3
7:24PM • 9 JAN 18

MAKE OUT HILL - XXX
@ Xxxtentacion
rest in peace babygirl, I love you. Forever. LLJ 1/1/18💔
7:38PM • 9 JAN 18

  - comments
     @ Jah.fanpage : omg💔😔 rip Jacqui.
     @ Brit.lol.ney : this is why you and her been so inactive💔, beautiful souls stay strong. May she rest in paradise. 🕊
      @ TheSlumpGod : heartbreaking 💔 LLJ
    
      @ lil.thot.69 : I'm sorry 4 ur loss. But hey look at the bright side. U don't gotta feel like ur trapped to her and her only. Fw a real one baby😛🤪🙋🏻‍♀️
-  replies
                @ xxxtentacion : @ lil.thot.69 I never felt trapped with her. She's irreplaceable, Nobody will ever take her place. Nobody will understand the bond we shared. That's the LOML, for the rest of my life. so please don't waste your time and move on.
                @ lil.thot.69 : @ Xxxtentacion Ik you aren't gonna give up pussy, so come get some baby😘😉 she ain't here, she won't know.

               @ xxxtentacion : @ lil.thot.69 im giving up any and all pussy. Like I said, don't waste your time. There's no point. My mind and heart will forever be set on my baby girl, fuck the others.

                 @ lil.thot.69 : @ Xxxtentacion nah you'll change your mindset about all that soon👀, remember my username and Hmu when you're not on your temporary sad boy shit.

- Closes Twitter -

I can't stand twitter.