Numb Pt.2 | Xxxtentacion [Completed]

Looking For A Star

*Later that night*

Ahhhh, I finally got Gekyume to fall asleep. I went to my windowsill and sat on it.

"Jacqui, when are you coming back?" I questioned.

"You been gone for HOURS, I didn't even get to spend my birthday with you." I let out while my eyes started to water.

"I haven't celebrated a birthday without you for years upon years." I struggled to say. "Why aren't you talking back?"

I run down to the studio room and pull up that one beat diplo made for me.

"Where did you go, as I sleep?" I sang.

That's sounds good. Alright. Alright.

I turn on the mic, put on my headphones and hit record.

*Stokeley's POV*

Damn who's in the Stu with that loud ass instrumental.

I walk to the studio room and put my ear against the locked door.

I mean I wonder why it's locked, who tf is in there? 🧐🤨

Then I hear him cry.

Oh it's Jah... I hate knowing this shit kills him.

He lost his fucking baby girl, his best friend, his baby momma, basically his fucking wife.

*Jahseh's POV*

I wipe away my tears and start.

"Da-nu-nu Da-nu Da-da Da-nu-nu-da."

"Can't seem to explain a thing going on in my head."

"The memories seem to fade away with the thoughts in my head."

"Run from different enemies and the thoughts in my head."

"WHERE DID YOU GO AS I SLEPT?"

"I CAN SEEM TO GET OUT MY HEAD."

"I WENT AND I COUNT THE TEARS I SHED."

"SHE SAT THERE AND WATCHED AS I BLED."

I hit 'stop recording', sat down and started editing the song to my liking.

Added some adlibs and more singing.

(The finished song)

"beautiful. just for you baby girl." I said as I hit save.

I don't know what to name it thooo... fuck.

A few minutes pass by.

"Looking for a star." I say as I start to type it in.

Because I'm looking for you baby, and you're my little star.

"Come back to me baby." I say as I start to cry all over again.

I walk out the studio and Ski fucking falls in.

"Awh shit." Ski said as he fell.

"My bad." I say as I reach my arm out for him.

"That shit sounded so good vro." Ski let out as he grabbed my arm and got up.

"Thanks." I said as I walked away and went back in my room.

I ran to my windowsill and sat down.

"Talk to the moon baby, so I can hear you." I cried.

I started to sing, "I know you're somewhere out there, somewhere far away. I want you back. I want you back. My neighbors think I'm crazy, but they don't understand. You're all I have. You're all I have. At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself. Talking to the moon, tryna get to you. In hopes you're on the other side...talking to me too, or am I a fool, who sits alone talking to the moon."

(The song he sang)

She's not answering.

"ROXAVA!" I screamed.

She doesn't answer so I scream again, "ROXAVA!"

"What?!" She shouts as she barges in my room.

"I THOUGHT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO LAST LONGER THAN THIS!!" I scream with tears streaming down my face.

"What are you talking about?" She asked.

"JACQUI! SHE'S GONE!!" I shouted with anger.

"I mean I already know she's gon-.." She started to say until I cut her off.

"Don't finish that sentence." I cried.

"I mean, I can't see her anymore. Where tf is she?!" I cry.

"You're still supposed to see her." Roxava said confused.

"Last time I seen her today was at my mom's house. Right after she whipped off her fucking tears." I clarified.

"Who's tears? Hers?" Roxava questioned.

"My mom's tears." I sighed.

"Why'd she do that?" Roxava asked.

Damn why soooo many questions.

"Ski and I told her too, to prove to my mom that she was there." I answered.

"You guys made her drain her energy." Roxava said shaking her head.

"Huh?" I let out.

"She can't move, she's stuck where she is until her energy comes back. She's probably laying down, crying where she was when she wiped away the tears." Roxava said while leaving the room.

"You drained her spirit, Nice one Jah." She said as she closed the door behind her.

"Fuck." I lay on my bed on my back.

"I fucking hurt you again, I was the reason you killed yourself and now I'm the reason you're spiritually drained... I hurt your soul again baby girl. I'm sorry." I cry.