Safe. Home.

9

I was hoping that my dad was not home when I got there but no one was on my side. I quietly walk inside the house and it was quiet. Then I herd a crash and then dad came out with a bottle of vodka in his hands.

"So where you been all day?" He asks first guiding me to the living room and sitting me down.

"I was out" I say.

"Where?"

"Why do you care?"

"I don't care but I would like to know where you go to almost everyday?" He takes a sip out of the bottle.

"I was with Lucas ok; his family had a barbecue and invited me. happy?"

"Does he know your pregnant you little slut?" He yells at me. I stare at him in shock what? How did he find out. "Oh so you thought I wouldn't find out did you? Yeah Didn't think I would have found those pictures in your room. You got knocked up by him didn't you? Your such a worthless slut you open your legs to anyone!!!" He slaps me. "God I told you; you would always be mine. That no one could have you but you had to be a whore and sleep with this Lucas guy and get knocked up!!!! It's can't be m....."

"DON'T YOU DARE FINISH THAT SENTENCE!!! ITS FUCKING YOURS YOU BASTARD!!!!! GOD YOU'RE SICK BASTARD!!! YOU FUCKING RAPED ME AND GOT ME PREGNANT!!! I NEVER BEEN WITH LUCAS!!!! I HATE YOU!!!" I yell standing up and pointing.

"YOU BITCH!!!" He slaps me and throws me on the floor. "YOU SICKEN ME!!!" He kicks my stomach and I instantly wrap my arms around my stomach. He grabs me by the hair and pulls me out of the living room and up the stairs. He doesn't bother closing the door to the ROOM a drags me to the mattress and rips my sundress and tankini off and holds me down.

I kick and scream and scratch my way out of this but he holds me down. He takes his pants down and pushes into me ruffly. I pull his hair and scratch his face but it doesn't stop him. I don't want this anymore I don't care if I have to do I want out. He keeps slapping and hitting me and griping me tighter and tighter, and one point chokes me. That has never been done to me before. I claw at his hand on my neck and he thrusts. I couldn't breathe and he didn't care. He was so blinded by alcohol but he knows exactly what he's doing. He finishes off and come out of me but he wasn't done with me. I wish my finger nails were longer so I could scratch him real good and escape.

"You're nothing but a dirty whore who will do nothing in their lives. Your useless that's why no one will ever want to be with you or ever love you. Your disgusting. You hate me!! Ha I always hated you.!!!" He whispers in my ear. He grabs the vodka bottle that was on the floor next to him and drank it all down.

I didn't know how much had passed as he did round after round I fought and fought not caring how many slaps I got or bruises or cuts. He was never finished to his standards. Sometimes he would punch my side or ruffly turn me over slap my butt and kept going. When I was pinned to the mattress is when it worse. My face is to the sheets and I can't breathe. My hands are pined to my back and that is my hopeless position. I pass out at one point.

I finally get a break when goes he grabs for another bottle liquor I crawl off the mattress and slowly drag myself to the door.

"Trying to escape huh?" He slurs. He grabs my legs and drags me back but I kick him and he looses his grip but not for long I grab the nearest glass shard I saw and kick him again and again;he looses his grin again and I try to stand up quickly try to get out. He lunges at me and I swipe the glass shard in my hand on his face. He cries out and falls to the ground beside me. I quickly grab my torn sun dress. It barely covered me but put it on and stumble out the door that he left open.

I get to the stairs and trip and fall down the stairs. I didn't have time to protect myself as I'm falling down the flight of stairs. When I got to the bottom I crawled to the door where my bag still sat where I left it. I opened the bag even though in agonizing pain. I took out my phone and dialed the first thing on the phone list.

"Hello" someone groggily answered the phone." Jess what do you need" I instantly knew it was Miranda.

"Miranda please come help me I need help I can't move without being in pain" I rush out.

"Calm down Jess where are you?" She calls out.

"At my house please hurry I think...."

"JESSICA COME BACK HER YOU LITTLE BITCH" my dad yells coming down the stairs.

I scream,"Oh god Miranda please help me he's coming for me" I plead.

"Ok ok calm down Jessy."she says. I hear shuffles aand then,"Lucas wake up Jessy in trouble your the only one that knows where her house is let's go."I hear a thud and some more shuffling,"Jessy you still there?"

"Yes"

"There you are." Dad grabs my legs and pulls them toward him. "I wasn't done with you yet"

"No no no no go away"I kick and scream at him.

"Jessy we're on our way try to stay on the phone with me."

"No no no no no"I tell at him I kick him in the face and he keeps coming at me.

"Jessy Jess come on come on I need..." The line goes dead. I'm hopeless. He grabs me and pins me to the door choking me. I push at his faceand I remember the shard of glass I had imbedded in my hand. I swipe it and him and he let's out a cry as backs away. I somehow get the door to open and get to the front lawn and calpase. I see a car coming up. Some one comes out of the car and runs to me.

"Oh my god Jess!!" Lucas carefully picks me up. "Come on let's go"

"JESSICA COME BACK HERE I'M NOT DONE WITH YOU!!!" dad runs to the front door and I stat to panic.

Lucas got me in the back seat and Miranda comes into the back seat with me and she puts my head on her lap.

"JESSICA!!!" My father yells.

"No no no he going to get me. Please don't let him get me!!!" I cry thrashing around.

"It's ok Jess. He won't get you. Stay with me Jess." She says, " quickly she having a panic attack"she says to Lucas that got to the drivers side after helping me.Just as we start driving away I black out.

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I want to cry after writing that. What do you think is going to happen?

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