I KNOW My MAFIA Man

Chapter 36

Anya pov

I was shocked hearing on what he said.

"Wh..what." I asked confused.

"Yes, it's you Anya." he said putting his head on my neck.
My heart skip a beat.

"No. This can't be happening." I said trying to get free.
I felt him kiss my neck and my hands turned into fist and my toes curled up. Making myself to control myself.

"No.... No this can't be happening." I said and finally tried to push him with all my force but. You know he's strong.

"Move away." I said getting angry.

"You like it don't you." he asked. I couldn't understand.

"Wh. What." I asked.

"This." he said and started to trail feather kisses along my jaw. I couldn't hold myself to let out a moan.

"St.stop." I said.

"I asked you a question." he asked again.
"No." I said.

"Then why did you kissed me yesterday." my eyes widened. Oh shit.

"That... That was nothing." I said not finding words to reason.

"You felt nothing." he asked.

"Ye..yes." I said and closed my eyes feeling his lips all over my neck.

"So why are you feeling now." he said and that was enough for me to gain back my senses.

"Zaid stop!." I said getting angry.

"Zaid!! I said leave me.!" I yelled.
He backed away And looked at me with sadness in his eyes. Focus.

"What the hell do you think?. You like me. I get it. But you know that I love someone else. You always knew then too how can you do that to me. You started to make me feel too. But you." I said pointing my index finger at him."You get that thing inside your head that I HATE YOU!!. I can never love you cause my heart is not with me. It's with Amaan and it will only be with him." I said.

He didn't said anything but his eyes said everything. His eyes held sadness, pain.
He left me alone without saying a word.

What have I done???...........shit I shouldn't had done that. God!!!.

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I was sitting in the garden it's night time. Today I haven't seen Zaid whole day.
And I'm regretting those words. I shouldn't had said those to him.

"Hey!!! Ani!!" come back it's late.!" I heard Afsar shout from the gate.
I nodded and got up.

I was going back when I saw like someone's seeing me. I looked around to see no-one. But I know that there was someone.
Leave it you must be exaggerating.

I got in and saw Macy was sitting with Zaid very close. I controlled my feelings and got in the kitchen not concentrating on them.

There stood Siya making something.
"Hey, Siya. What are you making."

"Oh nothing much. Just preparing the dinner." she said.

"Can I help you.?" I asked.

"No. But...umm can I ask you something...." she said. I smiled.

"Yes."

"Well yesterday. You and Am-Zaid yah Zaid. In the party. I mean you both kissed......" she asked not sure of her words.

Hearing that my heart skipped a beat. But I regretted what I had done with my whole heart. I couldn't hold this feeling in me.

"That was a mistake." I quietly said.

"But.... "

"I don't want to hear anything else about it Siya!!." I yelled. Her expression changed into shock.

"Look I'm sorry. For what I said but please I don't want to talk about it." I said holding her hands. She smiled.

"It's okay. Not a problem."

I smiled and leaved the kitchen. Going upstairs I saw them smiling at each other. Yeah that Bitch. I wish I could kill her right now.
I took deep breath trying to calm down.

But when I looked at Zaid again he was already looking at me. I turned away blinking and fasten my speed.
But why do I feel that he had pain in his eyes. Argh. Forget it.

I came to my room and got to the balcony. I stood there for a while thinking all about me and Amaan thinking of me and Zaid. I don't know why but I feel that he's similar to my Amaan. He is like him but doesn't show it.
Can it be possible that he may be Amaan.? No.... No he can't.

I felt like someone is watching me from the woods out there. But I didn't paid attention. It must be my Hallutation.

I came in locked the door and collapsed into my bed and slept trying to get a peace of mind.

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Next day I woke up again with the same nightmare.
I think I have to go to a doctor. I'm going mad.

Today there was somekind of bad feeling in me. Like something is bad going to happen. I paid no attention and got downstairs.

I literally want to go out. I'm getting sick of being here.

"Hey Siya. I'm going for a walk.!" I told her.

"OK. But be back soon otherwise Zaid's gonna kill me." she said.

"OK." I said and leaved.

I got out and the fresh air hit me. Refreshing me.
I quickly tied my hair in a loose braid and gone out for a walk.

It was 6 oclock so there weren't many people's out there.
I started to walk in a particular direction not knowing where to go.

The bad feeling in the pit of my stomach increased but I didn't cared. I just walked already for an hour.

I turned back to go back to the house but when I saw my surroundings I couldn't find anyone or where am I.

I walked towards a direction and a while after I came to know that I'm going the wrong way.

Wait. When will my Google Map work. I thought and started to look in my phone.

"Hello again Kitten." I froze on my spot hearing those words. Fear started to crawl in me.

I turned back to see it was an unknown man. Around Zaid's age, tall, handsome with a long scar on his face.

"W..who are yo..you.?" I asked looking at his horror face.

"Hmm... Kitten you didn't recognize me. I'm your death." he said and my eyes widened.
He is that unknown person.

Getting scared I quickly started to dail Zaid's number but he in a swift movement took my phone and threw it away.

"It's not nice kitten. I'm hear to talk to you." he said.

I moved back.
"I-I don't wa..want to talk to you." I said fearing. I shouldn't had came alone here.

"But I want!." he said raising his voice. My eyes widened and my lips parted at his action.

The thing that came to mind was to run. So I ran but that wasn't enough. One of his men catched me and I fell on the floor.
I screamed as my knees scraped and blood started to come out from it.
Tears started to roll over.

"What do you want!!!." I shouted at him.

"You." he said.

Someone came from behind and put a cloth on my mouth. I struggled trying to get free of his grip but was unable.
My body started to become numb and my vision started to get blurred.

The last thing I saw before going into darkness was the smiling face of my kidnapper.

Zaid please come soon...............