I KNOW My MAFIA Man

Chapter 43

Anya pov

I woke up as the sunrays hit by eyes.
My head was still aching.
I put my hands on my head trying to control it.
I put both of my legs on the floor and tried to get up but I failed due to headache.

I saw that there was a medicine kept beside my bed with a paper under it.
I picked the medicine and red the paper.
' It will help you......
P.s. meet me on the terrace.

                        Yours.....Amaan.'

Getting angry I torn the paper into pieces and threw it away.
I had my pills and got in the shower.

This time I made my mind not to cry for him. But then too remembering him brought tears in my eyes.

I wore a normal black jeans with a pink shirt. I made my hair in a pony.
My thighs hurts but not too much.

After getting ready I remember that paper and his words. He wants to meet me on the terrace but no I will not go.
I will not let my heart win this time.

Trying to forget about him I brought a suitcases and kept it on the bed. One by one I was keeping all my clothes. My clothes not the ones he had paid for.
I was done with all the stuffs.

I got ready to leave this house. But I didn't want to leave. I don't want to leave Afsar, Rehaan and siya they were all good people it will be hard for me but it's for everyone's good. 

I took a deep breath and wiped the tears which I don't even know came out.
I took my suitcase and got out the room not before looking at ones again. That bed, those windows, that beautiful bathroom.....

I got downstairs and started to make my way to the doors.

"Where are you going.?" I heard that person say.

I turned around and saw it was Amaan. He was looking so tired. He had dark circles under his eyes. His hair was messed as he ran his hands on it many times. But his eyes. Those eyes that controlled my life held nothing in particular.

"Leaving." I said crossing my arms over my chest.

"You will not." he said.

"I can do whatever I want!! You are no one to stop me.! And I had made myself clear yesterday that I'm gonna leave today so as it is. I'm leaving." I said coldly. Tears threatened to fall.

"Anya please listen to me. For once...." Tears started to prick in my eyes hearing his defeated voice.

I'm sorry Amaan but I can't forgive you.

"What! Amaan! After what all you had done I could never trust on any thing you say." I said as a tears slip through my cheeks.

"And yeah! Wait." I moved towards him took his hand and kept that pendent on his hand that he had given me once.
I don't want to give it back. But.....

His eyes widened.
"No Anya not this. It's yours." he said shaking his head.

"It doesn't belong to me. It will never.
Promise me you will give it to the person whom you love. From you heart." I said and moved back.

"Please....." I could hear him whisper.
A tear again fell.

"Sorry...." I whispered and turned around and made my way towards the gate.

I wipe my tears and leaved him and this beautiful house.

I took a cab and told him where to go.

~
In front of me was my old home.
I pressed the bell few times and I could hear the girls shout to open the door. 

The door opened and I met with the site of Mahera.
"Anya!!..." she said totally in shock.

I waved cause I will not able to say anything.

"Wait is that Anya.." I heard Sheziya shout from behind.

"Oh my God! Come in. God I missed you so much." they both hugged and I wasn't able to hold my emotions.

I broke in front of them and fell on the ground with my hands on my knees and my head down.

"Wh....oh my God Anya what happened. Shhhh." they both came by my side and started soothing me.

I told them all about him. That he betrayed me.
They both didn't said anything only said that he must had his reasons.

Why aren't people understanding my emotions?!. They too are on the side of him.!

I got in my old room and started to unpack my things.
I was so tired of everything.
I was unpacking when I found my dairy. My personal dairy.

I sat on the bed and opened the first page.
'Me and Amaan.'
There was a photo of me and him. I turned it it was written about him.

God!!.......
I kept it away not wanting to see him.

I slip into my blanket and closed my eyes.

~
"Hi, Anya."

"Amaan....what are you doing here.?" I asked totally confused.

I saw my surrounding. We both were on a cliff. What?!?....
We were standing, facing each other on a cliff. I looked that it was really deep. Nobody could survive falling from here.

"Anya. You know that what I had done was a grave mistake and I'm sorry. But could you please hear me once. I also had some reasons." he said moving a little back. I got worried.

"No Amaan no you don't have a reason for all this you could atleast tell me once. I must had heard it but now it's too late." I said coldly.

"If you don't want to listen then don't but please I can't live without you. I can't even see another sunlight without seeing you." he said.

"Stop with your liking thing. It was just a..... Nothing. I'm sorry Amaan but I can't forgive you." I said turned.

"Then the decision is final. If you will not be in my life then there isn't a reason to live for." he said and I got scared. Why is he saying all this.

I turned back to see he was moving closer to the end of the cliff.

"Wait!! Amaan stop what are you doing.!....." but I was too late he already had jumped.
My heart stopped.

I ran towards him trying to catch him but when I saw him he was falling down slowly deep deep down with a smile on his face and pain in his eyes.

"Amaan!!! Noooo... " I woke up having a nightmare.

My whole face was covered in sweat and tears in my eyes.
OMG what have I done??...
I put my hands on my face and took a deep breath.

I can't do this anymore. I can't stay here having his dreams.
I have to do something and that would be to........

Leave New York forever......