My blood ••|| Joshler //••

My blood

When we got home Josh looked at my cut better. He said my cuts pretty deep and I'll need stitches, I told him "ok, well let's go to the hospital" but he said "no, we can't have them take information about us, I'll go get a needle, floss, and whisky" "whisky?" I said "it's for disinfectant, and it's gonna be a bitch" he said walking off.

After he stitched up my foot I couldn't put any pressure on it so I was walking around the house with a serious limp, ugh. Welcome to my life, it's like being in the mafia.

I was walking, well, limping around the kitchen and living room. Josh was in the kitchen making something, I was limping behind the couch when Brendon comes up and says "nice limp Tyler, looks like you guys had a good time last night" while smacking my ass, a little too hard "ow!" I hiss in pain.

Josh glares at him from the kitchen, Brendon sees, he just laughs. "He's just being an ass, ignore him Josh" I say "yeah but he touched your ass which is mine" Josh growled, I roll my eyes "my ass is my ass" I reply. I accidentally hit my forearm on the counter, I wince from a very painful stinging in my arm.

Josh walks out of the kitchen and grabs my wrist, dragging me to his room, I lag behind him. "Ow, Josh, slow down, I can't really walk fast, Josh!" He doesn't slow his pace, once we reach his room he pulls me in, slamming the door. He let's go of my wrist, he sits down on his bed with his head in his hands.

"What is it Josh?" I ask, he doesn't answer, just stays how he is. I walk up to him and graze his shoulders with my hands, "Joshua, sweetheart, tell me, what's bothering you?" I ask again. But still, he doesn't move, "Joshie, I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong" I say. He looks up at me, tears at the rim of his eyes, "J-Joshua?" I ask "is everything alright?" What could possibly be bothering him? "Why?" He says "why what?" I ask "why? How could you do this? To your beautiful body, what happened to my baby?" He says. "Josh, I don't understand" I say.

He gets off his bed and goes to his drawer, on top of it is a tiny box, he opens it and grabs something, closing his palm and walking towards me. He opens his hand to reveal three razor blades, my heart sinks and my mouth goes dry "um, I-I, uh, can explain!" I say. Josh let's a few tears roll down his cheeks. "How could you?" He repeats "to your beautiful body Tyler? How!" He says. I don't answer, I turn my back not wanting to look at Josh, knowing I had hurt him. "I don't want to answer that" I whisper.

I begin to walk to the door but Josh grabs my shoulder, turning me too look at him. Tears are pouring down his face, as is mine too. "Why do you keep doing this?!?" He grabs my arms, bringing my sleeve covered arms up, "you need to stop this it's not healthy, your not just hurting you but other people too-" my sleeve comes down revealing Josh's imprint hand mark on my arm. Shit, I forgot to conceal it. His eyes go wide and he looks at me "when did this happen?" He asks, I look down at the ground "when I had that really bad nightmare" I tell him.

"But then how did I not see it at the beach?" He asks me "cause I concealed it, I'm a very powerful vampire so I made it temporarily invisible" i tell him "why didn't you tell me?" He says "cause I didn't know how'd you react" I whisper, he let's go of my arms and tugs at his hair. "I can't believe it" Josh whisper's "how could you hide this from me Tyler!" He asks "I thought you would've been mad at me! I thought you would hate me because of it!" I tell him. He runs to his bathroom, looking for any mark he has, soon finding my lip mark on his neck.

"Are you kidding me! how could i be so oblivious!" Josh says, I squeal as Josh picks me up and spins me around, I wrap my legs around his waist. "I imprinted on you! I get to protect you! You're my soulmate Tyler!" Josh says, he hugs me, tears falling down his face, not sad ones, but happy ones. He sets me down softly on his bed, he took my hand in his, intertwining our fingers. "You have to promise me, and actually promise me, that you won't hurt yourself anymore, you'll eat when you need too, and sleep in my bed when you have a nightmare, ok? I only want to help you" Josh says.

I let out a soft sigh, I've hurt the people I love too much already "I promise"