Soul Mate?!

Chapter 19: Memories

Di naman talaga ako ganito, I was happy being together with him. He was my light my refuge and my life, I considered him as the person who will love me forever and ever but. Nanonood lang ako kung paano niya ginagawa ang story, I never asked to be included pero nilagay niya ako sa loob ng story. At first I was angry because he cast me away inside the story where i knew nobody. Slowly i became happy kasi, as you can see when he put me inside the story he gave me power he made me a goddess, the goddess of love that is. So I was excited I made a lot of people fall inlove with each other I made a lot of them happy I was worshipped by many I even grant wishes of maidens who seek love. But I never got the chance to grant my own wish, my wish to be together with the one I love, my creator.

Excitement turned to sadness, I was lonely, I spend many years walking aimlessly inside the story he created. In my despair I have forgotten who I am, my purpose, and almost my existence. But then I felt his presence, na bigyan muli ako ng buhay noong naramdaman ko siya, I felt alive! So hinanap ko siya kung saan siya, I searched and searched far and wide for him until I have finally found him. When I saw his face I was happy, I told myself atlast we will be together again that he came to take me back, but I was wrong! Noong nilapitan ko na siya I saw him talking to someone, may kausap siyang lalake. I never knew who it was at first but i heard him say "Michael, you are created to love Michel no matter what. Love her deeply and unconditionally, make her happy!" He created someone to love me? Bakit hindi nalang siya ang magmamahal sa akin? why must he create someone for me? I was confused and at the same time furious to what I am seeing, I wanted to kill him, I wanted to burn him and his creation, I want to see him suffer, but hindi ako makagalaw. I cant move a single step, gusto kong lapitan siya at I hug that after all of this years i got the chance to see him again but, I cant move. Gusto kong tawagin siya but I cant speak a single word, I was paralyzed.

Ilang days ang lumipas since nakita ko siya, Im still confused my mind keeps asking the same question over and over again. "He created someone to love me except himself?". After I quit being a goddess I became a human and got enrolled in this academy, I dont know why I enroll myself here, maybe i want to have some company? or maybe I dont want to be lonely anymore, but even though i got myself enrolled I never made any friends Until one day.

Hi! banggit ng isang lalaki sa likod ko. I was shocked so I turn around to see who it was, when i saw who it was anger filled my head. "Hi, ako pala si Michael. Ikaw ano pangalan mo?" What the hell is this guy doing here?! What the fck is this?! Nakakadiri! Helo? paulit niyang tanong, I was furious to see his face so I stand up and walked away. What a sick joke! Bwesit Ka writer! BWESIT KA! paulit ulit kong sigaw habang paalis sa classroom, "Nakakabadtrip! Bat iba pa ang pumunta?! why cant it be you?! what the fck are you trying to do?! Make me suffer more?! AM I JUST A TOY TO YOU?!" Sigaw ko habang nakatitig sa langit, gusto kong marinig niya ako no, actually I want him to feel guilty! gusto kong malaman niya kung gaano ka bwesit ang mga pinaggagawa niya. But it was useless, he can see me but he cant hear me. The next day same parin lumapit parin yung ginawa niyang lalake para sa akin, and like yesterday I just walk out of the classroom crying. "I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" paulit ulit kong bulong sa sarili ko, pero bakit ayaw? Why cant I make myself hate him? Is it because he made me this way? or is because this is not really how I feel?

Same thing happen over and over again Michael come over to me I walk away from class, for months it just keep going on and Im really sick of it! So I plan to kill Michael. Ready na ang lahat a drink with poison in it to end this sick joke once and for all! When I was about to call Michael somebody pulled me. "Ano ba?! Bat mo ako hini-....la..." Is this real? Di ako makapaniwala, hes really here! "Anong balak mong gagawin kay Michael?" Banggit ng lalaking ito, I never saw this guy before but I know that its him! MY BELOVED WRITER IS HERE! "Writer!!!!!" Sigaw ko sabay yakap ng mahigpit sa kanya

"I really miss you writer! bat ngayon ka lang? Ive been waiting for too long! Did you come here to take me back?". Excited kong sigaw sa kanya habang nakayakap parin sa kanyang katawan.

"Huh?! anong pinagsasabi mo? Nakita kitang may nilagay sa inumin na yan, may plano ka bang patayin si Michael?" Nagtataka niyang tanong.

"Who cares about Michael ang importante nandito kana, thats all that matters!"

"Baliw kana yata eh! Bitawan mo nga ako nakaka inis ka na!"

"Huh? Writer? nakalimutan mo na ba ako? Si Michel toh, did you forget all about me?"

"Huh? anong pinagsasabi mong writer? at isa pa hindi kita kilala noh!"

Huh? did I just assume na si writer tong kaharap ko? it cant be, I never made a mistake when it come to him. I know its him!

"Kunwari ka pa I know its you writer just tell the truth. hahaha pakipot ka pa ha."

"Like i said di kita kilala! And btw kung ano man ang binabalak mong gawin kay Michael dont try it! If you did malalagot ka sa akin. Gets mo?!"

"Eeeeehh..di ikaw si writer? seryoso?"

"Sino bang writer na yan?! Jan ang pangalan ko! remember what I said! Maka alis na nga! BALIW!" Sabay alis ng lalaking nagngangalang Jan.

"I was wrong? wow I.. I dont know what to say.." I was devastated, once again pinaasa na naman ako. I thought it was him, I know it was him! but... its not.

I dont know what to do after that encounter, I walk aimlessly until di ko namalayan nasa gitna na pala ako ng daan and at that moment i saw a truck coming fast towards me. "Hahaha kung pwede lang akong mamatay I would, but.. hays nako nakakabadtrip maging goddess.." After kong masabi ang mga salitang yun may biglang tumulak sa akin. It was a big bang, "yep that person who pushed me is dead. well di naman niya siguro alam na goddess ako sad for him". banggit ko sa sarili ko habang lumalapit sa crash site. Theres a body lying on the floor its a boy and hes whispering something. He said "Even just for a moment, let me fal inlove.". I thought to myself "Wow 50/50 kana yan pa wish mo? wow corny much?" Tiningnan ko kung sino, And I was shocked. "Michael?!" The moment i saw him light bulbs flashing all around me, plans and ideas blossom. I can finally meet writer again! yes! this is it! Well you know what happens next I erased all of my memories and turned Michael into a girl then put that condition, then... I... wait ano ba tong pinagsasabi ko? Huh? weird. anyway time to wake up, may pasok na. JAN!! GISING NA!!!😄😄

To be continued...