Soul Mate?!

Chapter 23: Airi

Airi: "I really am broken Michel... I cant be fixed no matter what. No matter how many years pass I just cant change."

Michel: "SHES JUST INLOVE WITH JAN LIKE YOU AIRI! WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT! *Crying* S-shes just inlove... thats all Airi, shes just..."

Airi: "Im sorry but I wont let anyone take Jan away from me Michel. I will do all that it takes for Jan to be mine."

Michel: "Baliw ka na talaga Airi. Baliw na baliw ka na talaga. Die. Just DIE!"

Airi: "If dying would make me feel happy I wouldnt mind dying right now Michel. But I guess death is not necessary, for you see Michel Ive already found a reason to be happy."

Michel: "Pinatay mo siya Airi, pinatay mo si MIKA!"

Airi: "The things I do for love.."

Michel: "DIE!"

Airi: *Sinipa si Michel* "You cant kill me Michel, no matter what you do you cant kill me because, You dont know how."

Michel: "uhhhh....."

Airi: "Just lie down there Michel and let me tell you a story about how became like this. And to remind you about something important."

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Airi: You see Michel when I was young palagi nalang ako sa hospital, Its like naging second home ko na ang hospital sa pagiging madalas na pag punta ko doon. Well I guess nagtataka ka kung bakit palagi akong pumupunta sa hospital. Well as you can see Michel, I was born broken. Walang problema sa katawan ko, Im perfect In everyway except my brain. Di naman ako baliw, its just that kahit anong mangyari I just cant express or even feel any emotions. So thats why palagi akong nasa hospital kasama ang mga doctor. They were trying to fix me, but I guess they never succeed in doing so. Well kahit na ganon ang aking condition tanggap ako ng magulang ko ng buong puso, they loved me for what I am But others didnt. You see since I was young I never fit in with all the children around me, ang ibang bata ay naglalaro kasama ang mga kaibigan nila meanwhile ako nasa gilid lang nanonood sa kanila. As I watch them I never understood whats fun in doing that, I cant find any reason at all. So noong nag simula na akong mag aral wala talaga akong kahit isang kaibigan, at ang masama pa I was bullied at school. Well wala naman talaga akong pake sa kanila but it was really annoying, so I try to act normal. I tried to be a normal girl, I smile, laugh, be sad, tried to care for others, and make friends. And guess what? Its was very effective. The bullying stops, marami akong naging kaibigan, lahat ng tao sa paligid ko ay nakangiti sa akin palagi, and my parents. They were happy that atlast Im cured, but It was all an act. Time passed di ko na pansin na kahit saan nalang ako pumupunta Id always smile, I thought I change but deep inside I still feel empty. I was on 2nd year high school at that time, It was the start of a new school year same as always I was hang-out with my "Friends" chatting until I saw Him. Love at first sight or whatever you call it, but at that time di ko alam kung ano ang nararamdaman ko all I know is that Hes the one. He will be my happiness, my comfort, he will become a shoulder to cry on. He will be mine. So I tried to get close to him until we eventually became friends. Jan and I became friends since then, but I was not the first female friend to him. May dalawa na siyang kaibigan, Seyie and Keith. Well I never cared about those two, all I care about is Jan. But I noticed somthing odd about that girl named Keith, she was too close with Jan. Unlike Seyie na palaging ginugulo si Jan, Keith is always kind and sweet towards Jan. And it really Disgust me. Thats the moment I knew, if I want Jan to be mine I need to remove some obstacles first. It was easy getting Keiths number and making her come to me alone without Seyie by her side, well if you dont know Seyie and Keith are. Hmmm what you call that.. BFFs? Yes BFFs, so theyre always together. Anyway back to what happen, So there I was alone with Keith. Di mo kailangan maging genius upang malaman kung ano ang nangyayari, so Keith acting all shy and cute told me that she really like Jan and theres nothing I can do to change that. Nothing, Theres nothing I can do.. I snapped. The next thing I knew was, I was holding Keith by the neck as she struggled and beg for me to stop, but I didnt. Well napagisipan ko na if napatay ko si Keith it would really be annoying, so tumigil ako sa pag sakal sa kanya and let her go. I was there watching Keith on the ground gasping for air as she tries to crawl away from me. I any circumstance one would feel guilty but I felt Nothing, I didnt feel guilty even pity I felt Nothing. But before I leave I stepped on her and told her, "Keep this in mind Keith, theres nothing I cant do." With those words I left Keith there lying on the ground crying in fear. The next day when we met, she tried to avoid my gaze and kept distance from Jan so I guess it was a success. A year passed and It was a start of a new schoold year, the start of 3rd year high school. Everything was going smooth and theres was no problem, and so i thought. Few weeks pass since the start of the class a girl I never know approach us and ask if she could speak with Jan, as naive as I am I let her talk to Jan it was the biggest mistake I ever commited. I thought she was just a classmate asking Jan about class but I was wrong, I was really really wrong, I felt very stupid that I wished I could just die. She didnt ask Jan about class, neither asked Jan about some subjects, but instead SHE CONFESSED! She f*cking confessed to Jan! You know how that feels?! For someone to take your happiness away from you?! You know how that Feels Huh Michel?!