Soul Mate?!

Chapter 18: The Reason behind it all

Well that was fun last night, awkward but fun. yeah.. fun. hahays kung ganito nalang sana lahat walang gulo peace at smooth ang takbo ng story, but i guess i cant have it all. This is the price i pay for playing God. Recap ng story..

Ninakaw ni Michel ang script at nilason niya rin ako at the same time which is really harsh, di ko nga alam eh kung bakit nagkaganun. Well actually si Michel, Michel existed kasi lonely ako, ayaw ko talagang mapagisa kaya naman ginawa ko siya to be my assistant but she became something else. Maybe its because nabasa niya ang script? or its just fated to happen? katulad noong kinalaban ni Satan si God doon sa heaven kaya tinapon ni God si Satan sa earth. But this time it was different, Satan triumph and God was thrown to earth to suffer. God created Satan to be the most beautiful angel, Just like I created Michel to be perfect, to be the best being to be an angel. I want her to be part of the story but she was too perfect for it. She was not just a side character, she is the star! Shes the girl who is under the spotlight! Shes the main character! But, she wasted it all for a wish.

When I put Michel inside the story i gave her something. I gave her power, I made her into a god. And the most fitting god for her is the goddess of beauty Aphrodite. She was happy at first, she was admired by many she was worshipped. But after some time her smile faded, she became lonely. I watched her walk around aimlessly trying to find something that would make her smile again, but she could not find it. I hated seeing her sad and lonely so I created someone that will give her a  reason to smile. Michael was brought down to the story like Eve was created by God for Adam, Michael was fated for Michel but unlike Adam, Michel forgot to be happy. Michel was tired of waiting, she spend a lot of time waiting until she reached the point where she gave up. And thats the time I knew that she changed. I cursed myself for not noticing it sooner, so I went inside the story to make a path for Michael to get to Michel. Michael was created for Michel but I never gave Michael a reason, Michael never knew why hes inlove with Michel but Michael never questioned his feelings. He tried to get close to Michel but everytime he comes close to her Michel just go away, until one day.

I cant wait any longer thats why i created the perfect scene for them to meet. Wait panay na english ko ah, Hahahaha anyway so I created the perfect scenario. The "Shes going to be hit by a truck or something scenario!" Hahaha perfect its just perfect! So there she was standing in the middle of the road she was seen by the boy and the boy noticed that a truck was coming fast towards her and she is unaware, so the boy jumped to the rescue pushed the girl away and was hit by the truck. In all honesty di ko talaga alam ang power ko, I thought I was a god, I thought I am all powerful, but in reality i was just writer. I write story based on my imagination, I write scenes based on what I want, I was never a god nor a powerful being I was just a writer! But. hahahaha ako lang ang writer na walang control sa kanyang mga characters. I cant  control them, I can only put them in a situation but I cant control what they would do. I have no power over them, I created them and gave them personalities but i was never above them. Im just a writer.

Ive said this because the moment the boy was down and was dying. He said something, he said "Dear God please even just  for a moment, let me fall inlove". I was shocked when i heard it, I created that boy to have a personality, a personality that would love Michel more than anything. But when hes on the story with Michel his love didnt blossomed, he was rejected a lot of times. I made scenarios where they could meet and develope their love towards each other but I never noticed it until now, that Michel even just for once Michel didnt even show any interest for him. Thats the moment I knew even i created him to love Michel, I never created Michel to love him. Therefore his wish, he wants Michel to love him. And as a goddess of love Aphrodite, Michel was tasked to fulfill his wish and she did. And in the process she found the answer to her lonliness, but it was too late thats why she used her power to save her answer and so she turned back time and erased her memories. But, she didnt erased her memories because it was the payment, no no no no no, she erases her memories because she regret everything. She hated being a god, she hated me, she hated herself for being blind, that all of this time her happiness was trying his best to fulfill his mission, but she was just too blind to see it. Thats why she erased everything and created a story within the story, to start anew, to start from the top, to get revenge.

Everything is clear now, all the questions has been answered. Di galit si Michel sa akin because of the ending, galit siya sa akin because of the beginning! How i made her suffer, how i made her miserable, how i made her love fade away. But i guess your asking, how did she remember everything? Well you know at the time when she finished fulfilling the wish I saw her lying on the floor so I took her with me and made her my narrator for the new begginning she created, and at the time I wrote everything that happen at the end of the script. you asked me why? because i want her to find out the truth of what really happen. I want her to get revenge, I did it all to atone for my sins. My sin for playing god. And it was a success!

To be continued...