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:( everything sucks

Everything I try, I give up.
Idk why, I just do.

Today I tried out for volleyball. There's still tryouts tomorrow but I doubt I'm going to go because I am very terrible. He coach said he will most likely only pick 7 people (I thought you needed 14 but whatever) and maybe a few more.
There was 17 girls who tried out and I already i won't make it do why try going again tomorrow.

Why I tried out? I don't even know.. I have 0 experience playing volleyball except during p.e so...

I set myself up for failure. Everyone was saying I would do amazing and whatever but obviously I didn't. Plus it's a new school so.. yay... way to make s first impression.
I tired not to think about it to much because I won't be there next year so I won't see anyone again but *shrug*

I REALLY REALLY WISH I COULD TRY OUT FOR FOOTBALL BUT THERES ONLY S BOYS TEAM SO

AVDDHKDBFISMBFID.

Im a trans dude but that's besides the point.

Fjisndif I was loving the school (and still am) but im getting so anxious about everything it's making not want to go anymore.

I also failed this one test that determined whether or not I would go to algebra. I passed the test st my old school (so I should have gone to algebra) but they made me take it again and I failed it here. I think I forgot to reduce the fractions but eh. I think I'll live.

Anywho sorry for complaining (not that anyone is residing this) but i just feel really bummed out right now.