my dad made me order my own food today and I was so close to crying during and afterwords. I know it sounds stupid that I don't order my own food or whatever but he or my mother have always done it because I don't feel comfortable. but recently my dad makes me do it and it's so hard.
again, I know it's dumb to say talking to people is hard but it is. at least for me it is.
he told me he feels like a failure because he's supposed to prepare me for the world and if I can't order food, then he's doing a bad job.
I don't blame him for saying that though because it is pretty pathetic if I want to cry just from talking to someone
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