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I'm so fucking lonely and I'm tired not doing anything with myself. I try to keep busy by drawing or doing something but I still feel alone and useless. I used to be in a few classes for different activities and I was going to join boxing but my mom started a new business so now my parents are too busy to drive me. I'm home basically 24/7 watching over my siblings.

I feel like crying but I'm with relatives so I can't. sure, I have two friends but one of them joined football so he's busy for most of the day unfortunately.
I'm confused about my sexuality and identity, I'm sleep deprived, I'm tired.