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to lazy to find lyrics to put here

trying not to have an anxiety attack rn
I'm stressing out because of a chapter I didn't read for history tonight even though I could easily read it in the morning. but my mind is still yelling my me for not doing it.

I don't know why I feel so small.

what's happening.

I've just really been wanting someone to hug me and say a bunch of sweet things to me. not here, but in real life. and not just from my parents, but a friend.
I've even slept with a stuffed animal last night and I'm doing it again tonight. (I haven't slept with one for a long tome)
why do I feel like this. :(