bisexual? garrett watts au (completed)

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the video went up today

i haven't bothered looking at the comments, i haven't had time. i haven't even watched the video

i worked out last night; i didn't just run. i did a bunch of different exercises and such, but i'm very sore today, it's almost as if i can't move without some pain.

Garrett is supposed to come over at 3, and it's 1:00 now. i sigh and get out of bed and off my phone, then slide out of my pajamas and change into something lazy; Garrett said we weren't doing anything that required us going out, so i decided on some sweatpants and a long black shirt. all black was the way to go, i suppose.
i pulled my hair up in a bun and washed my face.
looking at myself in the mirror, i look exhausted; more importantly though, my body has gotten a lot skinnier. my face has stayed chubby, making me upset. i looked away from the mirror, turned off the light and left the bathroom.

i didn't realize how early i had gotten ready, it was only 1:30. usually it takes me about an hour and a half.
i go to the kitchen and grab myself a diet root beer and sit on the couch, and decided to play games on my phone.

about twenty minutes later, Ryland came downstairs and grabbed himself a water.

"all that working out is doing good, don't ruin it now Astrid."

my heart pounded as i looked up to see Ryland going back up the stairs, grinning.

i look at the half drank can of diet root beer and feel disgusted; i pour the rest out down the sink, throwing it away and also preparing myself for what i was about to do.
(tw; throwing up/purging)
i tip toed myself over to my bathroom and turned on the un-fogger-thing by the light switch and threw up, and flushed the toilet.

i sat there on the cold tile of the bathroom floor for about ten minutes then decided to clean up, i changed shirts and re cleaned my face, not bothering to look in the mirror.

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when three o'clock finally came around i got excited, seeing Garrett just made me happy.
maybe i am forming a crush. my hopeless romantic self, has a crush on a happy gay boy.

i hear Garrett open the door, smiling big, and i run to him, hugging him tight.

he laughs happily, "hey Ash.." I find myself buried in the crook of his neck, inhaling his scent.

he doesn't move, so neither do i, and honestly it makes me very happy. he rubbed my back and put his chin on my head, humming.

"hey Gar bear." I hear Ryland come down the stairs and it's him who breaks me & Garrett's moment; he hugs Garrett, grabs something as a small snack and goes back upstairs.

"he must be editing." Garrett spoke, making me jump. Laughing, I sit on the couch.

"what did you plan for today? i didn't get fancy like you said."

Garrett smiled, grabbing my hand as he leads us to my room.

i feel myself blush as i kick away dirty panties and bras and other sorts of clothing as we make it to my bed, and he grabs my laptop.

"let's watch that video!" he laughed as he pulled me next to him.

i kinda was shocked, but i focused in on his words and realized quickly that he was excited to watch the video.

"i've been waiting to watch it, i wanted to watch it with you!" he giggled. i smiled, giggling at how adorable he was

"sure!"

we watch the video on Shane's channel and i love it, Shane & Andrew are really good at editing. it makes me smile. 

i didn't like the parts where i was talking about my weight though, so i decided to pretend like i wasn't watching that part.

finally when the video was over, it was time to read the comments.

"omg! she's so beautiful! can Astrid start a channel!!"
"i would watch ash's channel if she had one!"
"her and garrett are soo cute"

Garrett smiled and giggled as he said the comments and looked at me, closing the Macbook.

"See! I told you they'd love you!" He's all smiley, looking right into my eyes. I put my hand on his chin and smile back at him, shrugging. He grabs my hand with his, "C'mon do it! please?!" Garrett makes a pouty face.

"Fine, fine! I'll try it, I'll try it." i finally say.
"YESSS!" Garrett yells, he cups my face and out of no where, he kisses me.

[to be continued]

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