bisexual? garrett watts au (completed)

girls night

an: two little things, this story has 700 reads! holy crap! im so happy y'all are liking the story so much, I love reading & responding to the comments!! also, I've been listening to a lot of Jeffree's music so enjoy this chapter (;
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i can't stop crying. every time I'm able to calm myself down, I end up crying even harder.
Astrid is in the hospital. we can't see her yet. they won't let me. i don't understand why. she's practically dead to her mother & the feeling is mutual with her, as far as I know
it was a Saturday when we found Astrid, it's currently Tuesday, and I haven't left the hospital.
my phone dings, signaling that I got a text message.

Mr. J Star ⭐️: hey bb, heard about everything that happened, do u wanna come over? Nate is gone to visit family, and I stayed behind to work on the brand, but I have a free night, wanna get away from that hospital and have a girls night

i sigh and decide to text him back.

what if I'm allowed to see her & I'm not here ? i don't want her waking up and finding out i'm not here.

Mr. J Star ⭐️: I hate to say it but dude u need a break. James is in, are you? she will understand & judging by the situation right now idk if she'd want to see u right now.

i push my hair out of my face and sigh, looking at the room Astrid was staying in.

I'm in, let me talk to the nurse & tell her to call me ASAP, I don't want her to think I just gave up...

I walk up to the nurse and give her my number and she nods and tells me she'll call me whenever Astrid can have visitors.

well, I'm on the way. I gotta stop by my place to pack though. I texted

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Fuck, can I do this? Everything smells like her.

I pack just the necessities, Jeffree already has the world at his place

Ryland had walked in, and I tried to explain the situation but he wouldn't listen. Morgan just looked hurt that I didn't feel the same way.

i feel something on my face, and wipe it, realizing it was a tear.

oh geez, I hope I can get through this.

(390 words)

an: sorry this is so short, it's literally like 1:30 am here so yeah. i have to get up early tomorrow unfortunately. hope you guys enjoyed this shorty!