bisexual? garrett watts au (completed)

the hardest part

where am I?
what happened?
i'm here, but am I really?
I hear machines
I hear beeping
I can sense Garrett near me

"please don't be gone." I hear him whisper.

I think this is the hardest part.

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i watch her as she lies there, she looks like she's barely breathing
I left Jefferee's Wednesday. It is Friday.

during the day it's the hardest.
watching her like this kills me.
my heart aches
i want to be there with her

i become trapped in my own mind, why would she do this?
because of me? because of herself?
that's when it hit me, her mother?
i stare at the ring on her finger. the ring i gave to her, what was lying under the surface of this girl?

her mind thinks a thousand things a minute, she can't hardly focus on one thought. i love that about her.
i just can't wait until she wakes up.

i noticed she looked peaceful. her beautiful hair neat, but still messy. her eyes closed but calm. she usually looked relaxed when she slept.

it sounds egotistical for me to think or say this but it pops in my mind how she's the only woman I think I've ever loved

i never imagined myself loving a woman. always a man. but there's something about this girl that makes me feel,

bisexual?

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