You and I ( A delena story) (under editing)

The Winds of Change (Epilouge)

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams"

- Dr. Seuss

Elena's POV

"Matt, please stay with me,"

My tears fall onto his face. Each time another tear falls I lose hope that he will ever wake.

"Matt please don't go, I need you here to be the only normal one of us, the one that keeps us all in check, who loves us no matter what kind of monster we are," I grab his shoulders and start shaking him.

"Today is supposed to be the best day of my life please come back to me so it isn't the worst one,"

Someone tries to remove me from him but i don't let go.

"Elena the paramedics are here, they can help him,"

i stay holding on not wanting to let go of the boy I've known since birth.

"Please Elena let go."

I slowly detach myself from Matt but instead of just sitting around and waiting like the rest of the guests I climb into the back of the ambulance along side Matt holding his hand.

Damon who was back at the house getting the car ready for our honeymoon just now enters the meadow and sees the commotion. He walks toward the ambulance noticing that I'm in the back, concern written on his face but before he can reach me the doors of the ambulance slam shut.

As soon as the metal doors had closed the doctors got right to work on Matt "He has no heart beat I need the paddles." Shouts one of the paramedics

No no no, he needs to be alive.

I feel myself begin to go crazy at the thought of losing another friend.

"Clear,"

They put the paddles to his chest, nothing.....

"Let's try this again one two three clear,"

They try once again, nothing.

One doctor puts his ear to matt's chest.

"I'm sorry miss but there is nothing else we can do for him I'm sorry but your friend is dead."

Nope he isn't dead there is no way he is dead. These humans can't help him, but I can.

"You will let me do this and you will make no comment or attempt to stop me," I compel the paramedics.

They sit still, frozen.

I gently prop Matt's head up on the pillow. I bite my wrist and open his mouth. As I am trying to make him swallow a drop of my blood lands on my white dress. Sending a chill down my spine, it reminds me that every thing I find beautiful is always ruined in one way or the other.

This time I wasn't going to let it get ruined. Matt was going to come back.

I let the blood trickle down his throat before......... I snap his neck. I close my eyes and try to picture what I'd be doing in this moment if Matt hadn't had a heart attack.

Damon and I would be in klaus's convertible seeing that we gave away Damon's for the honda odyssey. We would be hitting every red light kissing at the stop signs.

On our way to New York, the windows would be down and I would be laughing about something obnoxious he said and complaining on his driving technique.

Then when we finally reached New York and were checking into the hotel he would say " a room for mrs. and mr. Salvatore," and I would have the biggest grin on my face because I was officially Elena Salvatore.