Help me Negan

confronted

lily's pov

Negan got everything you need? i ask 

not yet princess

i'll wait on the porch i kissed his cheek i try to go to rick's house but daryl get's in the way 

get out of my way daryl

what are you gonna do about it he says slightly laughing but trying to hide it by coughing i grab his crossbow and stand close to his face

here's something i will shove this so far up your ass then you'll have something to choke on

lily stop carl runs up to me

what is it?

you don't have to be mean i understand

oh really gather round everyone know it all carl has something to say everyone looks at carl 

your mean because you had a boyfriend he was bitten by a walker and you couldn't help him not even Negan could help

how do you know you didn't get me mixed up with someone else?

does the name Eric ring a bell my eyes welled up

oh for once the bitch is silent one of Negan's men said Negan was about to say something but i toke Lucile from him walked up to the guy and smashed his skull continuing wacking the rest of his body getting blood and bits of skin on Lucile 

i turn to Negan hand him Lucile

i'm sorry Negan i go to leave

lily! i winced and turned around i walk up to him thinking he was going to shout or hit me but he didn't he hugged me tight i whimpered trying not to cry.

(memories)

please don't leave me i sobbed

i have no choice baby ........i love you Eric said caressing my cheek as i sobbed