Help me Negan

possibilities

dwight check the area find out who fired that gun Negan said crouching down next to me 

will do dwight said i didn't see where he went Negan put his hand over mine 

as much as i would love to carry you back to the sanctuary i'm not as young as i was when i was a coach he said trying to lighten the mood

i don't want to move Negan sighed picking me up bridal style 

 Time skip  (they are back at the sanctuary)

Negan put me on his bed carefully he knelt down and looked at me

i'm sorry lily i have to go to a meeting and get some business done but i can call sherry so your not alone

yeah thanks i move to the top of the bed resting my back on the headboard i started to like sherry for some reason Negan came round the bed to me lifting my hand

you know i love you i smiled Negan had never said that to me before

i love you too he gently kissed my hand and stroked my cheek then he left i can just imagine my mum laughing at me right now saying that i over care about people she probably thinks i'm obsessed with every guy i meet but it's not true i'm only in love with Eric and no one can change that not even Eric himself god i miss him so much i would do anything to have him back i started tearing up but sherry came into the the room so i tried to hide it

hey lily what's wrong sherry came and sat on the bed next to me

i had a rough day

what did you do?

i killed someone

oh ....well we live in the apocalypse so

it's not just that remember when i told you i had a boyfriend and he died

yeah....um Eric right?

yeah well i wrote what happened that day on pauper when i was in Alexandria it went missing and Carl rick's son blurted it out to everyone one of Negan's men said something about me so i killed him 

don't you think that was a little harsh

looking at it now yes but i do and say stupid things when i'm hurt no matter who it is i can't help it 

i think that's one thing i like about you 

what's that?

that you are a crazy bitch that has Negan wrapped round your little finger

well i would't say i have him wrapped round my finger

he would have killed a tone more people the night he met Rick but you stopped him wait why is your head bleeding?

i fell and passed out and i saw Eric in a house he bought for us because he was going to marry me

did he see you?

yeah i could even talk and feel him like he isn't dead

i bet it was hard waking up from that 

yeah it was i was a mess i would do anything to see him again

you know Dwight right?

yeah what about him?

i was his wife before i was Negan's 

i'm sorry to ask this but what is it like i'm curious cause there are more than just you don't you find it strange

well one of the rules is that we can't date or sleep with anyone else another rule is that he can screw around with anyone he wants there is a dress code