Part 2 of numb!
"Hello?" I said my eyes burning from the light, it was 1:00 am and Jason was calling me. Worry fills my veins, Jason never calls something must be really wrong. I sit up now fully awake waiting for Jason to speak.
"H-hey liza I know your probably asleep, or busy but I have some really b-bad news." I start to choke up, David didn't answer my texts maybe something happened to him.
"What happened Jason, is it David?"
"Yeah it is. He was driving home from your house, and he g-got into a car accident, a bad one. He is in the ER and he isn't doing well Liza. He is barely holding on. I think you should come just in case something happens." I let out a sob of pain and my heart sunk to my feet and my body became full of regret, regret for not saying enough.
"I'm on my way, thanks for calling me I'll see you soon."
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The doors of the hospital open, I feel the cold air conditioning and the sterile scent of a hospital fills my nose and a sickening feeling takes over, I hate hospitals they always take loved ones. Just please don't take David, I can't loose him.
David Dobrik is the man I fell in love with when I was 19 and I've never been able to fully get over my feelings for him. As much as I try to say I'm over him, and as much as I try to stuff our relationship in the back of my head I just can't deny the fact that he still has my heart. I regret saying it because I technically have a boyfriend, but David Dobrik is still who I consider my soulmate so what can I do. I can't bare to think that maybe I'd loose him by tomorrow.
"Liza!" Zane, Scott, and Heath all say in a synchronized fashion.
"Hey guys. Good too see you, bad circumstances." I mumble flashing them a sad smile.
"Yeah, Jason's just talking to the doctor right now getting an update but it's not looking good." Zane says when I notice the tear stains on his face.
"Have you talked to his parents?" I ask.
"No, we were thinking you could do that. They love you so much." Heath told me, and I nodded walking away slightly so I could call his mom.
"Hello? Liza!" His Mom questioned and I swallowed my tears back holding it together, barely.
"H-hi Christina I have really unfortunate news, there really isn't a good way to say it but David's been in an accident. He isn't doing well I think you should come as soon as you can." I mumbled into the phone, I heard the phone drop and his mom scream, shattering my heart in the process.
The next few minutes I arranged accommodations for his family, then I hung up the phone leaving his parents to process everything.
I couldn't keep it together so I broke down for the first time tonight, I had been crying since Jason told me the news but this is the first time I really had a moment to think.
"Liza? Come here." Kristen sympathetically whispered while opening her arms. I let myself fall into Kristen's embrace. "It's okay, your okay. All we can do is hope and pray he gets through this. He is a fighter Liza, always has been."
"No, it's not okay Kristen! Nothing is okay, for all we know it could be my fault, he was driving home from my house after all. When I told him I could see the pain in his eyes, and I shouldn't have let him drive." I sobbed into Kristen's shirt not caring that I was probably ruining it in the process. "I love him Kristen, and I can't loose him. My last interaction with david was me telling him that I'm dating someone else who I'm not sure I'm really into, I think I'm still in love with David and now I'll never get to tell him and we'll never get the forever that we deserve." I sighed, everything I needed to say but didn't was out there. "Wow now I sound like a selfish bitch because he's fucking dying and I am complaining, he is the one in pain! Oh my god what's wrong with me?" I cried.
