She has conquered a lot in life, and being nervous is a familiar feeling to Liza, but this surpases everything and anything she has ever done. Hardship is something she has dealt with almost everyday working in this industry, but this was going to be the hardest thing she will ever have to do. The little brown girl looked in the mirror, she didn't think she needed any makeup for this particular event, she new she was going to cry and looking nice was going to make that harder.
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Suddenly Liza is sitting in the driveway of house that once excited her but down fills her with a painful feeling of guilt and misery.
She is greeted by David, her soon to be ex-boyfriend, who knowing her better than she knows herself notices that she isn't okay right away.
"Hey."
"Hey"
As they both simultaneously took a seat on the couch, David put his hand on Liza's thigh.
"You can tell me anything, you know that right?" he asked her.
"Yeah I know, it's just this is the one thing that I never want to tell you but I have too."
"It's okay whatever it is we will get through it together I promise." He reassured her.
"That's the point, we can't do it together." she told him, when he realized what was happening.
"David, I love you no matter what, you are by best friend, my rock, and you are my world. Before you I wasn't really sure what love was, I would hear people talk about it but never ever felt it. You are a constant thought in my head, I think about you more than anything else. You are everything I could ever want in a boyfriend and more. I want you to know that you did nothing to me to make me doubt our relationship, I never actually did. You made me feel like a princess, and as corny as it sounds you made me feel like the only girl in the world. I never have felt so connected to anyone, and I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Lately, no matter how much we try and I hate to say it, we are leading separate lives and that distance, well it's killing me because I love you so much. The love you give me everyday means the world to me, and as much as you tell me I'm worth it need to feel it. I need to love myself, I need to find myself and David it shatters my heart to say it but I need to do that by myself. You can't fix me.. Only I can do that. David, I swear to god that I love you with every fibre of my being and I'm not ready lose you, I don't think I can ever. It's just were so young, and we have so much to do, to learn, to experience. None of this is your fault, it's mine for thinking the way I do. I need you as my best friend, I need you... end of story." she spoke slow and cracked, her heart breaking more and more with every word. As for David, he was drowning, he couldn't breathe, he was truly a fish on land. No one had ever loved him the way Liza did, he thought they were going to get married, but the worst part of it all is that he knew where she was coming from.
"So, we're breaking up?" that's the only thing David could say, afterall it was hard to think when your heart was in the process of shattering.
"Yeah, I guess so." Liza was sobbing, he could see the pain she had in her, seeing Liza cry was something David never wanted to see.
"Come here." he told her, and she listened.
They soon were engulfed in each other's embrace, the only noise in the room was the sound of their soft sobs and sniffles as they held each other. Hours could've gone by before they pulled apart, gazing into one another's eyes still so filled with love, like nothing ever changed between them, because it didn't. The passion, the fire, the love that they feel when they are near each other never went away, and they both know it never will. Just as Liza loses eye contact, she sobs into her hands in disbelief of what has happened, David lifted her chin and their eyes met once again.
"Should I go?"
"No, I can't see you leave.. Not yet it hurts way to much."
The exes held each other once again, they needed each other more than anything. They pulled apart, reluctance filling the air when David moved his head so his forehead was rested against hers. In a synchronized fashion they pressed their lips together, pulses were racing, tears were streaming, heads were saying no, hearts were saying yes, passion, fireworks, the fear of it being the last time they kissed, this was something neither of them could handle.
She knew it was time to leave so she left in a crying fit, as she said goodbye, he grabbed her hand.
"I love you"
"I love you more"
The door was shut, and there sat a newly single David Dobrik gasping for air losing every last hope he had in love. He felt like the walls were caving in, he felt like a stranger to his own life, he couldn't understand what was happening. His chocolate orbs once filled with love and joy were now filled with dread and despair for what once had been. He was broken, the only thing he could bring himself to do was sob. His head was empty, his heart was empty, his world was empty, and without Liza he was empty. He was always puzzled by the breaking of a heart, he thought it was fake but now he finally realized that in fact it is real, he is living proof.
On the highway drove a young shattered shell of a woman, needing her boyfriend who wasn't hers anymore. Never in her life had someone caused so many emotions. Memories flooded her head, late night convos and early morning texts, laughing until her sides ached, the feeling of fire when their lips collided while watching the sunset in hawaii, the main of her dreams is now only in her dreams
Not many words were said between the two that night, they made up for it in tears. Two people, so deeply in love laid awake in their empty rooms. They could still hear the sounds of their hearts beating together, as crying turned into sobbing which turned into sheer panic and the feeling of being alone... both soulmates slipped out of reality and into a sleep where everything everything was okay because in their dreams they were aloud to be together. The cold air that they shared at a dream crushing distance whisked them away into a slumber of pure loneliness, a feeling they never thought they could shake.
She feel for him, he fell for her, they fell for each other.
Authors note
// hey!! So I'm working on the new chapter that is coming out very soon but I wanted to update a few times before I do so, so these are things that I wrote along time ago. This specific one was just my take on the breakup lol I don't really know what this is aha. I have two more one shots coming, but they are more like letters or thoughts of David and Liza during the breakup.. idk how to explain you'll see when I post them in a few minutes lol. Tysm for reading it means the world.
Also we're almost at 500?? Wtf when did that happen AHAHAHA thank you all so much for you support I love u all!! I don't know why you read this shit cause they r so many better books out there aha! //
