Just For You.. (Seventeen X Non-Binary Reader)

Chapter 6

Jisoo and Hansol were sitting with me on my hospital bed. Jisoo held my hands while I cried on Hansol's shoulder. Hansol hugged me and Jisoo tried to hug a little as well. I had to explain a bit what Non-Binary meant but they understood and were so sweet saying there is nothing wrong with it, Jisoo even understood better why I didn't like him looking at my photo the day before. After a few minutes Jisoo left to get me some water, Christian and the boys has some issues with their conversation with the doctor as well. I was alone with Hansol and tried to dry my tears. "I'm sorry" I said while still sniffing. "don't say sorry it's okay it's not easy I understand" I smiled Hansol spoke with a really sweet gentleman voice. "oh no, your shirt is wet because of me" I laughed and so did He. "It's okay I don't mind" I don't really know why I started crying in the first place, maybe because they reacted so good and I thought I was going to be alone again. Don't get me wrong Christian is always by my side and I have more friends, but actually those friends don't seem to really care about me. I am the extra person in every friend group means I get ignored easily and people don't really care they just invite me because it's good to have an extra person around. This is mostly with school friends I guess, friends that aren't from school are somehow always way to busy for me but later I hear or see that they weren't that busy at all. I have Christian and he is like my only friend. Now Seventeen is here and the boys are so sweet and nice to me I'm just afraid they leave me like other friends of mine did. My old best friend started to ignore me just because I liked K-pop you see. I just didn't want to lose Seventeen over my well.. Gender. I guess I was so happy the accepted it and understood it all, I just had to cry.

Jisoo came back with a glass of water he explained how the other boys had some trouble with the doctor, Jihoon even asked if Jisoo had his guitar in the car be he didn't. the gentle boy gave me the water "you really are a gentleman aren't you" he smiled "I guess you can say so" "[y/n] if there is something on your mind you can always talk to me okay" Hansol spoke, for some reason his voice sounded like he was jealous that I was giving Jisoo attention. I don't understand. Hansol handed me a small paper and put it in my hand "please open when we leave" I nod finding this all a little weird. A furious Christian walks in "THAT fucking doctor!! Calling me in letting me wait for hours to tell me I SHOULD LET THEM take care of YOU" Soonyoung and Jihoon tried to calm Christian down. "who is them?" I ask carefully "SEVENTEEN they trust them more than ME, what did I do wrong!!" "They are just fucked up, it's not your fault Christian" Jihoon told him with Soonyoung strongly agreeing. "don't worry okay, we'll take good care of [y/n]" Hansol said smiling at me. Why me it's Christian you have to comfort now? "tomorrow there will be some of our members as well" "better because I'M not allowed to visit tomorrow and I'm sure it's that witch because we made sure she won't be able to visit that much anymore" "come here" I tell Christian and he does, I hug him. "I'm sure it's her, but don't worry about me I'll be fine I will app you" "you better" we softly giggle a little.

The evening is falling and the five boys had left. Check my phone and see Christian had already texted me, he had a great time today and somehow feels closer to Soonyoung and Jihoon. I'm glad and send back that I feel the same about Jisoo and Hansol, I do believe we became closer. I remind myself on the little note Hansol gave me. I unfold the little paper it has a number written on it, a phone number? Did he just really? Oh my I want to scream so loud right now. I feel my face heat up as I put the phone number in my phone under the name 'Vernon'. Why would he give it to me? So I can call him when I want to talk? I'm not sure. I wonder who will be coming tomorrow. The nurse helps me to the toilet for the last time today, yes they help me my legs are weak and they don't want to risk it to let me walk myself. She helps me all day but this is the last time now I have to go and sleep. I check my phone scrolling trough my contacts seeing Vernon in there It's so unreal but yet true. What to do now. I hesitate a moment when I thought to myself I might should just send him something.

Me: hey Hansol? Is this you? Greetings [y/n]

Vernon: yes! And you actually texted me, how are you?

Me: I have to sleep but not tired

Vernon: oh no :(

Vernon: Maybe I can help

Me: how?

Vernon: I could sing you to sleep?

Me: are you sure you aren't even a singer?

Vernon: I don't mind singing for you :)

Me: well okay

Me: Please sing for me

- Vernon has send a voice memo-