Just For You.. (Seventeen X Non-Binary Reader)

Chapter 18

Christian never even dared to hope to be alone with Jihoon in his room, Jihoon's fucking bedroom. Jihoon isn't sure how to start this conversation he hates to admit and feels a little nervous. "you wanted to talk to me" Christian asks just as nervous as Jihoon is, he has no clue what the boy wants to talk with him about it could be a good thing but also a really bad thing. The shy Jihoon had some troubles talking now, so he just showed his hands with that one ring on one of his fingers. "Is that?" Christian held Jihoon's hands looking to his own ring being on his idol's finger. Christian saw his chance and didn't hesitate. "Yes it is yours. I stole it, well not stole I borrowed it without asking permission" Christian giggled he couldn't believe Jihoon stole his Woozi ring and was wearing it all this time. "are you mad?" "no not at all but why, why did you take it" there was a silence. "well, you seem to really like me and I don't know how much and it ... I just hoped maybe I would feel a connection to you is some way but .. I just cased a lot of trouble, please take it back and don't tell it was me" did he just try to tell he didn't feel so much for Christian but tried not to hurt him. Christian wasn't smiling anymore and just accepted the ring Jihoon gave back. "thank you Jihoon" Christian walked out of the room and got into the living area at the same time as me. I can see on his face he is somehow hurt. I walk up to my best friend and hug the little boy. "let's go to our room okay?" the boy nods, he holds my hand as we walk to our room.

Christian explained all that happened in Jihoon's room. Even though the boy tried to not to hurt him he felt hurt. Christian knew that it would be impossible for him and Jihoon to be together but it's painful to hear he tried. I comfort Christian time passed on fast after this morning and the talking we had. Seungcheol knock on the door "it's 3 you coming?" I feel all nervous and ask Christian if he really wants come along but he wants to himself.

I never forget feeling so nervous when driving off. I was seated next to Hansol and Christian was in the back with Seungcheol. Minghao, Mingyu, Wonwoo and Seungkwan would be back up powers, just in case. The drive toward my house was mostly in silence, I was nervous Christian was hurt and Hansol and Seungcheol didn't really know what to say as well. We stopped in front of my house with this plan, I would go inside with Hansol and just go pack my things Seungcheol and Christian stayed in the car and would help attack my mother if she still managed to get me alone we would call Minghao and he would come with the others to actually beat her up. I could just see that my parents were both home, shaking on my legs I step out of the car. "be careful baby you can do it" I hear Christian say as I and Hansol get out. "I'll be right beside you" Hansol's sweet calming voice calls out I look at the boy next to me he has a sweet but yet nervous smile on his face. Christian watches us walks to the door as he has to stay in the car with Seungcheol. "it will be alright okay?" Seungcheol tells him "please say we have something I can crush with my hands something" this was an answer Seungcheol did not expect at all he looked around to find something for the smaller boy. "well uh.. you can uhm hold my hand?" Christian looks at him like he spoke a total made up language "whatever" Christian held Seungcheol's hand but started crushing it like he said he would. Seungcheol was a strong man and could handle it but he never expected the smaller boy to be so powerful.

My heart is beating superfast. My body is shaking and I have some trouble breathing. This all for just seeing my own mother again. Hansol seems to notice he looks worried and holds my hand "I'm here for you" feeling the warmth and comfort of Hansol's hand does calm me down a little. I tightly hold on to Hansol's hand as I open the backdoor to go inside. My parents are both at the kitchen table and jump up when they see us walk in. "MY GIRL" "I just came to pick up some things" my parents look shocked "NO YOU'RE MY GIRL YOU'RE STAYING HERE" "they are keeping you, and who the fuck is he" "I'm Hansol sir" "h-he is my friend they all are and I feel at home there" "YOU HAVE NO REASON TO STAY THERE" "I-I do" "please listen to us we have a good reason" "and what might that be Youngman?! Please let go of my daughter who do you think you are?" "I'm the boyfriend" My eyes open wide, there is a silence in the kitchen I look at the boy holding my hand. Did he just lie for my sake or? The boy looks at me and blushes a bit and smiles a little, did he really? Did he just confess to me?! This can't be true he is just protecting me right? "PROVE IT" yells my Mom to break the silence.