I never thought I would have Hansol singing me a goodnight song. It's so sweet, you can hear he is not vocal line but that doesn't really matter it's sweet and really nice to listen to. I texted him a little more after he send that. But I did get sleepy at some point and went to sleep. That morning I was listening to music, all kinds of music this time. I didn't eat anything from the breakfast I got, and the fruit basket of Christian for some reason I didn't feel like picking something from that as well. Everyone was taking care of me, I stared at the ceiling for like hours. I just had to try to help myself. I sat up straight and careful placed my feet on the cold ground. After a deep breath I lifted myself up with my hands, my legs started to shake and I didn't have much control. As soon as I let go of my hospital bed my legs gave up, Im falling forward on the hard cold ground. "AI!!" "[Y/N]" I saw and heard foot steps approaching. Two strong arms lifted me up as I faced Minghao. I blush a little as he places me on my bed again. "are you alright?" he said calmly, I nod. "your body is still weak, be careful okay" "I just want to leave this stupid bed" "just wait a little and I will help you" he smiled, Minghao was going to help me walk again. "Minghao what happened?! Are you alright?!"Seungkwan entered in panic questioning Minghao and me at the same time. "nothing to worry about it's alright now" Jun showed up with some ice cream behind Seungkwan and Minghao. I could chose first, lucky me the boy brought my favourite. The other three boys had a fight over who got which Ice cream, they sat down with me and told me that they heard about Christian. Now that I think about it Ice cream as breakfast might not have been the best choice I ever made. "what did you eat?" "eh? Not much.." "Christian has been texting Soonyoung like crazy" I'm to be honest not surprised, it made me laugh. "hey, I'll be dead if you don't eat well" Seungkwan said somehow scared but in a funny way making me laugh even more. "I didn't know he had Soonyoung's phone number" Seungkwan silently sat back. "you have Hansol's number as well right" Jun spoke out. I softly blush not really knowing how to react to this, the boys laughed.
It was nice and so special to have Seventeen members around me. We chitchat a little, they found out I didn't eat well and Jun went out to get me some GOOD food, he just didn't want to feed me fruit like Jisoo did yesterday. Seungkwan went to the toilet, the real question was if he was able to find it. I was left alone with Minghao and I didn't really know what to say to him. After an awkward silence he spoke up "Hansol told me" "told you what?" my heart started to beat in my chest, did he really tell his members what I was? I thought I could trust him. Was this why Minghao came today? To blame me? They have a busy schedule and some stupid ass person who doesn't even has a gender pops up and suddenly you have to pay attention to them. I mean I could understand if they were a little frustrated. "about you, you know we all of Seventeen accept it right?" I stayed silent, he really did tell even thought I told him not to I don't know if I feel mad or sad. I looked outside the window at the deep blue sky, I saw my own reflection as well and Minghao's reflection next to me. "he didn't tell everyone and Jisoo punished him for telling" I still stayed silent, I somehow felt betrayed but it might be good that he told them it does make things easier for me I guess. "[y/n] come on" Minghao stood next to my bed with his arms open looking all serious. I turned towards him, he lifted me up placing my feet on his holding me close to him. "just focus on your legs I won't let you fall again" he really practiced walking with me, but the words he said I could just feel what he meant with it. Not only was Minghao talking about this morning when I fell but he was the one that held me when I was hit by the bullet. I never knew Minghao was such a sweet heart. Seungkwan looked surprise not really knowing what was going on when he came back. We did explain everything to him and the cute boy helped us as well. Both boys helping me how to walk again while arguing about what the other is doing, it was fun I had so much fun I couldn't get that smile of my face. and after that experience it was Jun time he was already back from food and laughed at how the three of us were struggling. But now I sat back on my bed and Jun handed me all kind of foods joking that this would probably go better than what happened before. This day was fun I even ended up with their numbers as well.
My nurse helped me bathe, I need help with this because it's important that my bullet wound doesn't get wet. After I got cleaned up I check my phone and smile. "your boyfriend?" the nurse asks, I shake my head "my friend"
Minghao: so this is your number?
Me: yes! Sorry for the late respond I was busy
Minghao: busy?
Me: yes nothing to worry about
Minghao: alright.
Vernon: I've heard you had some walking lessons how did it go?
Me: hilarious if you ask me
Vernon: listen sorry I told Minghao and some others I just didn't want them to hurt you
Me: it's okay, can't turn back time can we
Vernon: you mad?
Me: no
Christian: HE WHAT?!
Me: Hansol told them and now I think all of Seventeen know
Christian: who does he think he is?
Me: well Hansol Vernon Chwe
Me: But I'm so mad!!
Me: or sad idk
Christian: I WILL MURDER HIM IN HIS SLEEP
Christian: JK. He is cute
Me: but you lied as well
Christian: Me?!
Me: yes you never told me you had Soonyoung's number
Christian: well I do.. and Jihoon's hehehehehehe
Me: oh god you sound evil
Christian: don't you wanna be evil like me
Me: Do I?
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Just For You.. (Seventeen X Non-Binary Reader)
FanficYou are a Non-Binary carat and totally in love with Seventeen. you will even risk your own life for them. seeing them was a choice, being with them was an accident. what will your next choice be?