I Drank Your Piss

                I am what he did to me...
                Nothing less, nothing more.

September The Fifth:

It is the first day of my last year in high school, nearly nine months to go, and I will be free. Totally free, I will go to college and then forget about my past, and about him...

Speaking of him, he just entered the classroom. Please God, let him be just lost and that we're not gonna be in the same classroom.
My prayers are way too slow to reach God as he takes a seat in the back row. I know I should stop starring before he does to me something, but in my luck he did nothing, not dropping a single look. Probably didn't notice me, or may he has forgotten about me...
A teacher enters with a confident smile. "Good morning everyone. I hope you had a great vacation. I am miss Anderson, your teacher of English. It's your last year so it's going to be pretty tough... let's start it with some fun, before you wouldn't have any; i would like everyone to participate and tell us a little something, or a funny story about themselves."
Oh no...
Some start and now it's my turn, why did I choose to sit in the front row...
"I-I'm Gerard Way, and, uh... my life is too boring to have a funny story to tell..."
"Please don't be shy and tell us something that you like."
"Well I like... listening to music..." The whole classroom starts laughing for some reason. What a great start...
Frank's turn came, his voice made me jump out. "Frank Iero, May I sit with Gerard?"
Gerard me? The teacher approved and he sat with me.
"Gerard." He said sitting down and we didn't talk until the bell rang.
"How are you doing, Gerard?" Frank questionned.
"Good..." I answered in a sigh
"Glad to hear that..." Seems like the conversation ended, great.
"So...?" He asked and I looked at him.
"So what?" I ask. I don't want to talk to him...
"So what have you became? We lost sigh since middle school..." Nearly four years.
"Nothing..."
"You're still not so talkative..." I nodded.
"Your style changed... i like it." He only likes it because it's similar to his: leather jacket, Dr.Martens, black jeans and a band tee...
"Thanks..."
"You're welcome... Gerard?" I looked at him again. "I want you to know that I'm really sorry for what i did to you..." He admits.
"Why? What did you do to me?" I am trying to forget it, please don't bring it back...
"I understand that you're mad at me and that you hate me, but-"
"You're my worst enemy, Frank." I cut him off and the teacher got in emerging a silence in the classroom.
Waiting for the bell to ring again so i can go home and just rest. God I hate Frank so fucking much. Why did he have to be in the same classroom as me? This year is going to suck like never. The bell finally rang, as I stood up but he didn't let me pass.
"Gerard, i need to tell you something..." He started.
"I don't want to hear anything from you." I say, as I pray God on the inside to not let it start all over again, not this year, I need to get to college and have a great life for once...
"Gerard I'm-" i pushed him a little and walked out of the classroom to the cafeteria. Where he apparently followed me.
I started eating and he just looked at me eat. "Leave me alone." I say after swallowing the first bite.
"Geez, you're harsh..." He stated.
"Look who's talking..."
"Gerard I didn't want you to hate me."
"I do."
"Look, if you just give me a second chance I'll-"
"Fuck off."
"Let me finish!"
"I think your friends are laughing at you for sitting here with me." He turns around and sees his group of friends laughing out loud and pointing at him.
"I don't care about them... listen to me-"
"I'm never ever doing what you want me to do. Get that in your fucking head because we're no longer in middle school. You don't know me."
"I don't know you, Gee?" He asks adding the nickname he created for me. I took a long sigh and ignored him.
"Come on, We're both punks we can-"
"Does my leather jacket makes you think that I'm like you? And why are you being so nice? It won't change the past, you know..." I stated.
"Because-"
"I don't want to know." I cut him off again.
"Then... every six of the month you'll just listen to me talk...it's really important..." "Knowing" him, he already planned for all of this and this is his plan B. He became even more weird... but i think i have nothing to lose.
"Okay..."
"Okay?! Thank you so much Gee!" What was that?
"You're not so welcome..."
"Attitude, i like that. I also like your hair, it's better long and your new style."
"Uh... thank you..."
"You don't like anything about me?" Ugh...
"Uh... your mohawk looks great... and your piercings too..." I said uncomfortable.
"What do you think about my tattoos?" He asks, being annoying.
"Frank, I accepted to listen to you talk only on the sixth day of each month, this doesn't mean i will have to listen to you everyday nor this means we are friends..."
"So I'm still your enemy?" Wow intelligent!
"Yes." I declare. He finally starts eating his food as I finish eating mine in silence.