I Drank Your Piss

I Drank Your Fucking Piss

May the sixth:
"Good morning, Gerard.
-Good morning, Frank.
-Tomorrow's the last day of school...
-Yeah... I'm not ready...
-Remember the last time we met in middle school?
-I badly want to forget it...
-No, don't... I didn't want you to cry that day.
-You forced me to do the most disgusting thing on earth... I drank your fucking piss!
-But you puked five seconds after you swallowed it and plus you saw my dick!
-You saw mine too!
-Gee... more seriously, do you know why I did all of this?
-I have my own conclusion: you either were fucking sick in the head and since I didn't know how to defend myself you did that, or you just hated me so much for no reason, or maybe there is?
-I don't hate you...
-Then why did you do that?
"It's because..." he marked a pause as his tears were running down his cheeks.
"F-Frank?" He keeps crying and I comfort him.
"Whatever it is, I am here, it's gonna be alright..." He calms down and wipes a tear.
"I didn't know how to deal with, I couldn't face it. I didn't really know what its was, I tried so hard to hate you but I couldn't. I couldn't hate you... No matter what I did..." I looked at him and before I could ask him to clarify, he continued.  "I am in love with you Gerard..." Not knowing what to answer I let out an "Oh" not knowing what to do, I just hug him. He cries on my shoulder, I feel his fast heartbeats, I caress his back.
"Hey... being in love is being happy, why are you crying?"
"Because you hate me..."
"I don't hate you anymore, Frankie. I appreciate you much more every day..." Frank smiled again and they continued on talking about life and really knowing each other.
The situation didn't weird out Gerard that much. What could he have more? He has someone loving him and someone to eat lunch with.

    They both succeeded their final exams and passed to college. But before getting into college they had a pretty fucked up summer.

July the twelfth:
"Hello..."
"Good morning, Gerard!"
"Yeah, meet me at the graveyard..." Gerard didn't let him answer as he hung up the phone and he went to the graveyard where he waited for Frank's arrival.
"Hey!"
"Don't say a word." Gerard ordered him. He held his hand and emerged into the graveyard, getting too far they couldn't see the big steel door that keeps the graveyard locked.
"I've been listening to you, now it's time you listened to me..."
"Okay, I'm lis-"
"I said don't say a word!" Frank's heartbeats fastened because he felt scarred, he always felt scarred when he was being screamed at.
"You think I didn't remember anything you did to me? You hunt my nights, I couldn't have any sleep for years, then you come back and you think you're going to do it all over again? You don't care about me, you only care about your little damned self, you selfish twat!"
"B-but n-no, i... i love y-" Gerard grabbed Frank by the chin, closing his mouth.
"Shut up!" Frank had tears in his eyes.
"I am not what you did to me, nothing less, nothing more!" Frank's eyes widened in surprise and fear.
"You think I don't remember, Frankie... you think I was sleeping, right?!" Gerard pushed Frank who hit the ground and didn't dare to get up.
"You think I don't remember the kiss that you gave me..." he kissed him on the lips and tore up his tee-shirt "Or the three belly kisses..." he softly kissed his tattooed belly. "Or your hands on my penis..." Gerard started unbuttoning Frank's  jean.
"G-Gerard, plea-"
"You love me right?" Frank closed his eyes as Gerard touched him, couldn't hold a moan.
"I said shut up!" Frank cried a river, a flood, an ocean.
"Now repeat after me: I am what you do to me."
"I-i am what you do to m-me..."
"Continue..."
"Nothing less, nothing more..."
"Keep saying it until I tell you otherwise."
Frank had a hard time repeating as Gerard kept touching him. But then Gerard was touching Frank in places Frank never touched Gerard. Frank never kissed Gerard almost fifteen time on the lips.
"G-Gee..." He finally managed to say between a kiss.
"Sorry, I just wanted to-"
"No, continue."
"Oh Frankie..." Gerard didn't know how to feel, he saw a chance and he took it, he wanted revenge, but now? well he technically got his revenge, but now he wanted more than that, he wanted Frank, in a very very different way. Frank wanted this since he was ten.
"I love you, Gerard..."
"I..."
"You don't have to say it now..."
Frank still expected Gerard to love him back. That was a weakness for Frank and a huge power for Gerard, Gerard could do everything he wanted to Frank now.
"I love you too, Frankie..."