Edna's POV

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I stare again at Hunter's mom in the photo, she looks so familiar. A part of me is hoping that she is the same person that saved me,but if she is the same person then that means she is dead,I don't want her dead,I want to see her once more and thank her,thank her for saving my life,for looking up for me during those hell like days at my last foster home,Catherine, I miss her so much,and she looks very familiar with Hunters mom.
She had helped me escaped, I don't know what happened to her but I know it wasn't good,my foster mom was so evil,I don't think she could have let her off easily.
We have been searching for her with Andrew to no avail!its like vanished from thin air never to be seen again.
I have never forgotten her,not the words she told me that night.
"Go live your life to the fullest,she has no control over you now,love and be loved, and when you meet my two babies Angell and junior one day, tell them mama loves them no matter what happened. Especially my baby girl, protect her for me Emma,teach Angell how to love herself again."
Those words kept me going, during my nightmares and worst days,those words and Andrew by my side,my only regret is that till now I have not located her kids,I always wonder what age they are today, that was ten years ago when Cate  mentioned them.Are they OK?is Angell OK or did she suffer the same fate as me???.I cringe just with the though that she too was defiled like me,even worse still being defiled.
I should try harder in finding them.but first I have a huge decision to make.
To love or not to love??am in between, maybe I should do what care told me,maybe I should love and allow Hunters to love me......
Maybe I should try this concept of love once again. This time round I be honest right from the beginning, tell him about my past if he hates me then we were never meant to be.If he doesn't accepts me  he is not for me,he doesn't deserve me.
Just the thought of Hunters rejecting me scares me to death, I don't want him to reject me,I want him to love me. haha...like the only woman in the world.Yea I know am crazy romantic and wishful, but hey,I do have a beating heart you know.
I fall a sleep in the bed with a resolute mind, I am going to tell him everything, I am ready for this relationship to go to the next level,whatever that will be.

Alteast Edna is willing to take the risk of love regardless her past,tell me what you think about her decision.... Vote and share.

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