You are mine

Edna's POV

I lie in the boardroom table panting,Hunters is on top of me panting too, we have had sex many time but this one was different, every cell in my body is singing in pleasure, my sex too is still clenching with pleasure.This was different, this was deep,it was not just sex,it has never been just sex for us.I tried ignoring him for two months and for two months I succeeded but not entirely. He could come every night at my house and we could fuck,make love every night.I thought he could get tired eventually but he never did,funny thing is I never got tired of him,never got used to his dick fucking me  because every sex was a new experience to me.I loved the sex and along the way I fell in love with him. Yes, I am in love with Dickson Hunters, I am crazy in love with him that it scares me.That's why I tried ignoring him,I rejected the idea that I could fall in love with him,he is not my class,be is way up,he can never love a woman like me am just a sexual tool to him .I rejected ,I denied ,I refused to accept, o was not in love,I don't deserve love or to be loved,Madam used to tell me that and I convinced myself it was true.
Each day I fell deaper  and my dread and fear grew bigger,but today was different, he said I am his!!he said he loved me!my heart is filled with unfamiliar warmth that spreads through my body,I know the feeling,I am happy.
But wait,maybe he said that because he was horny and needed a release,I should not get my hopes high, I should never have.I laugh myself and scold myself for having wishful thinking, love is a fairy tale for girls like me.Dickson Hunter can and will never love a mere Edna Marie.
I get up,I need  to get out of here before someone busts in and find us in this state; pants down.
I push Hunters off me but he protests.
"I still want to cuddle you for a few minutes" he tells me moving closer to me and hugging me tight.
Cuddling... Why is he cuddling me??!cuddling is for couples not sex mates!!
He is inlove with you silly,cuddling is for people in love,a voice inside me tells me and I feel hopefully again.
Don't be stupid,Dickson Hunters will never love a slut!!another terrible voice in me mocks me and my hopes crashes down.We lay there for a few minutes,him breathing in perfect harmony ,me bienf chaotic emotionally.
Dickson suddenly stands up,
"Dress up," he commands me softly.
Softly!softly!!I must be hearing things, I even think I see a smile on his face,maybe am hallucinating!!This is what happens when you are in love with the wrong party.
I dress hastily as he also dresses..
"I want to take you somewhere, somewhere special" he tells me this time really smiling.
"Did you just smile Dickson Hunters??" I ask just to be sure.
"Hahaha...of course I did my love..." He answers. Wow,his laugh is so sexy,he should laugh More... And did he just call me my love???no no,it must be one of my wishful thinking.
After a few minutes we are done, I open the the windows just to let fresh air in,this boardroom smells more like the bedromm right now, after am done Hunters calls in the cleaners and a woman walks in,even with that apron she is beautiful and vulptous.I feel lacking and plain on her presence.
Hunters takes my hand as he instructs Jane,the cleaner on what to do,she nods in agreement but I can tell she is hardly listening, she looks at hands the me,,with hate and jealousy. I can tell she thinks am one of those ladies that whore their way up.I instantly feel guilty and try distancing myself with Hunters but he notices and pushes me closer holing my waist,the hate and jealousy in Jane's eyes intestifies.Instead of feeling guilty again I feel proud and possessive, even if this feeling of Hunters caring about me won't last longer I want to relish every moment.
We walk out of the boardroom ,hunters still holding my waist.
"Siz,we are going out for a week,take care of everything here" Hunters addresses her sister Mia who has become my best friend of late,she always say we could make a happy couple with Dickson, that we are just to stubborn and stupid to try avoiding the inevitable.
"Okay,make sure you enjoy yourselves" She replies winking at me,am not surprised she has not objected Hunters request, am sure she is delighted. She is probably imagining a wedding after this week out.That's Mia,a helpless romantic. Believing in love even where it doesn't exist; like Hunters falling for me.Funny thing is she always insist that he is in love with me,claiming am too blind I can't see the obvious.
We walk out the office ,I can feel eyes on me;some with jealousy, hate others with detest, I don't care I am going to enjoy this little vacation while it lasts and looks alone won't stop me.