LILLYS POV
"Crawford?"
"Lilly?" He copied
"I really need to tell you something." I do not know how he was going to respond.
"Anything."
"Okay so you know how I said my dad left and is in Texas?"
"Yeah."
"I think he's going to wanna try and see me. I don't remember anything about my dad. My mom told me that he was mean and rough and won't take no for answer." I paused "Crawford I'm scared."
CRAWFORDS POV
"Lilly. If something happens I will be right by your side. I promise."
"Promise is usually a word used loosely that's never kept." She looked down and started playing with her thumbs.
"Hey I understand you have trust issues but you don't need to worry about that with me."
I wanted her to trust me.
"Right. Sorry." She gave me a weak smile and stood up.
We walked to the restraint in the hotel. Everyone was sitting in this huge table being loud and on their phones. Me and Lilly sat at the end of the table. She sat across from me. We were all talking and laughing then we had the most awkward silence. Lilly looked at me and I made a funny face and she smiled. After a few moments she looked away then I felt something touch my foot. We were sitting around all guys so it had to be Lilly. I looked at her. When she looked at me I mouthed "is that you?" She nodded. I instantly relaxed. I slid my shoe off and she started blushing. I just smiled.
Once everyone was done and starting to get off we slid our shoes on and walked out with everyone. Lilly and I walked close and we went back up and went into our room. We were all talking havering a good time then Taylor blurts out "LETS PLAY TRUTH OR DARE!" Everyone agreed then we all started.
"Me first!" Chris yelled.
Shit.
"Taylor truth or dare?" He asked
"Umm dare!" He yelled standing up rubbing his hands together.
"I dare you to..." Chris looked at me then at lilly. "Kiss Lilly."
I was pissed my face was red. I could feel it. Taylor looked at me then at Lilly. I looked at the floor when he walked over to her. Chris was doing this because of our conversation.
FLASHBACK TO EARLIER THAT DAY
Chris busted in my room.
"Crawford?" H asked
"Yeah?"
"You and Lilly need to stop. Crawford your going to get hurt. You've done this before and how did that end?"
"Stop! Why are you like this? Your normally the best brother ever and I meet someone I really care about and you want me to give up?"
"Crawford tha-" he was interrupter when Lilly opened the door to the bathroom, Chris had left.
END OF FLASHBACK
When I looked to my right Taylor had his hand in Lillys hair and gave her a kiss. I felt the anger rage through my body. I couldn't do anything though she wasn't mine. So I just sat until he pulled away and sat down.
"I'm going to go on a walk." I announced. Everyone stared at me in confusion. I just got up and left.
LILLYS POV
Crawford had just left the room after Taylor kissed me. Taylor felt horrible but Chris's expression was worse. Had he done that on purpose? He couldn't have. After a couple seconds I got up and walked out the door. Crawford was walking through to the elevator.
"CRAWFORD!" I yelled running to him. He turned around and looked at me. "What happened?"
"Nothing I just got bored."
"It was the first turn?"
"I wasn't feeling it."
I knew that wasn't it but I just nodded. We walked up and down the halls talking because we couldn't go back in our room with all of them there.
"CRAWFORD LILLY! Time to go!!"someone yelled down the hall.
"Coming" we yelled in sync.
We started to turn the corner but I noticed a little room with vending machines and and I've one and I pulled Crawford in.
"What are we doing in here?"
"This" I tiptoed and kissed him on the lips. When we pulled away I said "I know why your mad just-" I didn't know what to say. We wernt together, I likes him but I didn't know.i don't know how His fans- our fans would react. I didn't know how if react. Maybe we'd know by the end of the tour.
"Just what?" He asked
"I don't know can we talk about this later? After we go out?" I asked
"Whatever you wanna do." He said leading me out of the small room.
We were the last ones in the van, so we sat right next to each other. Once we arrived at fair park, we rehearsed and waited. Everyone arrived then it began. Everyone preformed then it was time to meet the fans. There was only one fan that stood out the most. Her name was Madison she had flown all the way to Dallas to come see me because she couldn't wait. It was amazing how fans could change your life so much. After everyone was gone we headed back to the hotel.
CRAWFORDS POV
Me and Lilly were right next to each other going up to our room then we saw Madison she must be staying here.
"Hey Madison!" Lilly yelled
"Hi Lilly.... Crawford."
"We have to go but we will say bye when we leave tomorrow night." I annoyed as I grabbed LILLYS wrist and headed to our room.
"Bye" Lilly yelled.
Once we were in the room I asked Lilly what she wanted to do sense were "just friends". She said she didn't care, not did she see my frustration.
"Hey let's just order some sodas and food and watch a movie. Maybe cuddle. You know." She winked at me and disappeared into the bathroom not shutting the door. I respected her though. Then she called my name "Crawford?"
"Yas?"
"You're an idiot. Come here."
I walked in the bathroom and she was standing there in a white spaghetti strap tanktop and her underwear. She grabbed her sweats put them on.
"I think we should talk before we do anything." She said gabbing my hand and sitting down on the bed. "Sit" she motioned to the bed. I sat next to her. Maybe this would finally be it maybe she'd finally be mine, or maybe I'd lose her.
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IM SORRY IM KINDA GOING THROUGH SOEM FAMILY CRAP AMD IVE BEEN MAKING MYSELF DEPRESSED BY OVER THINKING SO I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN ILL UDATE. IT MUGHT BE TOMORROW, A COUPLE DAYS, OR A WEEK I PROMISE I WONT GO OVER 7 DAYS THOUGH. AND IT WONT BE ON TUESDAY BECAUSE IM GOING TO THE FALL OUT BOY AND PARAMORE CONCERT. -AUTHOR
