"Just Friends"

Chapter 24

I couldn't help but to smile. To know he planned a of this just for me. I mean I'm no one. Maybe he's just being nice. I don't care because he's amazing. He just romanced the shit out of me and there's still another surprise.

Right now were taking selfies and they're do cute. I just wish that this would last forever. All good things must come to an end right?

"Lilly go in the hall for me baby while I get the surprise ready."

I shooed out the door and waited.

"Babe come back in"

On the projected he had twitter and Instagram and tumblr and vine pulled up.... They all had videos and pictures of us from a couple minutes ago. And the caption was "I think it's time I told you guys.... But this girl right here is mine and I love her."

Literally cutest thing ever.

"I love you Lilly"

I didn't even react I walked out of the room and into the hall and started crying. He rushed out and picked me up then laid me on the bed and pulled me in.

"You don't have to say it back. I want you to mean it if you do."

"C-Crawford?"

"Yes?" He looked at me wide eyed

"I love you too." I kissed him and pushed him back to were I was on top. "I love you" I would whisper between kisses. Did I love him? I think I did.

"Okay Lilly I love you too now let me post this so it can sink in." He clicked post on all of them and the notification blee up. A lot of negative and some positive but oh my god Crawford did this all for me. For me. A nobody. He sat back next to me and grabbed my hands and looked me straight in the eyes. "Lilly Johnson. I met you at the beach. I challenged you to a game which you won. Things quickly escalated as we filmed our YouTube video to our "just friends" stage. When you toured with me. When you went to the mental hospital. Even though I thought I lost you in Taylor's room you pulled through. No one knows this but when you were asleep and I was at the hotel I cried until they told me you were awake. I didn't know a girl I had met a couple weeks before could impact me so much but if you didn't pull through then I was don't because I admit I fell first. When you got out it was amazing because you said you loved me and I didn't care of you meant it in a friend. And when you met my family in Canada. And met my friends and kissed me and texted me and that dress oh my god that dress. Now were together. Here. Holding hands. I've only known you a couple months but it fel like a life time. I need you and I won't ever leave you alone unless the deal is to leave to save you. I don't want to hurt you like you have been in the past I want you to love being with me and for that Lilly Johnson I thank you. So you have to pinkie promise me the same.... Okay?"

"Okay Crawford Collins pinkie promise"

We hooked fingers which lead to a feirce make out session. He was in me with my legs around him. Thin escalated so quickly that u didn't even notice he didn't have a shirt on and when he took mine off he looked down at me. Scars and everything.

"You're so beautiful."

He brushed his fingers over the scars on my stomach. Then slowly kissed them. He intoxicated me. I need more. CRAWFORDS my drug and I need him.

Now his lips are connected with mine and our hands are tangled in each others hair. I unbuckle his pants and he looks at me shocked. Like were really doing this. Was he by excpecting it after the most heartfelt speach? Or nah?

"Lilly I think we should slow down." He said pushing my hands down.

"Crawford I'm a big girl. I know what I want." As I continued