"Just Friends"

Chapter 25

CRAWFORDS POV

i didnt sleep at all last night. i took in the scent of her hair, the way she looked when she slept and the way my cloths fit her body. I focused on he breathing and i couldnt help it. I need her. 

"Crawford?" 

"yes baby?"

"Rachel said shed meet us at starbucks at 2 and its 1 so get ready. Okay?"

"do we have to do this today?" i dreaeded this

"yes babe."

i wasnt ready for this. 

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i was so nervous and coffee wouldn help. We waited outside for her and it was about 1:57. only three more minutes of lilly loving me. i bent over and gave her a long passionate kiss because i wanna remember it. I kissed her again. then i heard her voice. its strange how somone can make your life amazing in a short period of time and how someone can make it hell ina short period of time. 

LILLYS POV

Ravhel stood in front of me. it took all my strength not to leap over the tabel and take her out and give her a deeper, worse scar than the one she left on me but i remained cival and sat there. 

Rachel:awe the cutest couple for now.

Me:what the hell is that supppose to mean? 

Rachel: i was just-

me:rachel. stop. i just wanted to say that you were my best friend so why didnt you have a heart that night? you used the one thing people would belive just to hurt me? why?

rachel: i have more for insince ones going to happen here and that night i onlydid it because you became a bitch. Why? we were so close? 

Crawford: Rachel stop. You really dont need to do this.

me: what are you talking about?

Rachel(to crawford): be a good boy and tell her like you told me all those nights.

i was so confused. crawford looked liek he was about to cry and i didnt understand why rachel was so over the top with everything like its black or white. Im still so confused on what crawfords gonna say. he promised he wouldnt hurt me.  

crawford:we cant be together aymore because.... because i dont love you. i just wanted to- to get in your pants. 

thats a lie. it sounds so cheesy. rachel must have come up with it.

Crawford: and im not lying im with rachel and thats it. Why would i even like you. your not pretty. you are a fat ugly suicidal girl that needs help. so get the hell away from me. you sicken me. 

me:thanks. 

crawford: for what?

me:for breaking me.

i stood up and walked home. i didnt cry at all. just procesd.

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when i got home no one was there shocker. i went up stairs to my room and cried and cried trying to think of a solution. There wasnt one. Why? did rachel do this?is she blackmailin ghim? she couldnt she barely knows him. 

after an hour of tears a solution came to mind. 

CRAWFORDS POV

"good boy crawford."

"youre evil" i told her as i stood up and walked away

i didnt want to hurt her. rachel knows too much about me.