The MOVING ON...
haist ...Friday night...di ba dapat masaya ako ngayon..i should be screaming THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!...wooh..
well..dapat ganun..but i'm feeling the opposite..haist...hmm..i guess..i have to do something...yah right..
PLAN A: S.O.S. girl friends!...
i'll call my girl friends to sleep over here..i'll call joan first..
hey..joan...can you drop by my house and help me out...i really can't take it anymore..i need you here..
sorry sweetie...i have another appointment eh..could we just reschedule this and talk this thing over?how about the day after tomorrow?
grabe naman..kung kelan kelangan mo ng kaibigan..saka naman busy..haist..i'll call nikki..i guess..she could help me out..
hi..nikki..can you...
OMG!girl..I was like so kilig!...as in..GGRABBEE!..he is so mabait talaga..and very sweet!..he gave me bulaklak and chocolates pa..grabe mare..and guess what... super niyaya pa niya ako tonight to watch that sine with Coco Martin!...and---
<banged the phone>
GRrggrRRRrr!...bakit pati kaibigan MANHID?!...Nakakainis...hindi man lang ako pinakinggan ..
sometimes..they can be so annoying... those people you think could help you out...gGrRrrrRR!..tsk...
ganun nga siguro talaga...kapag malungkot ka...saka nagiging busy ang lahat..yun bang moment na sobrang saya nila..then ikaw..wala lang..malungkot...feeling mo pinagsakluban ka ng langit at lupa..then sila..kung makacelebrate...kung makapagsaya...WAGAS!...
siguro ganun nga...o baka naman bitter ka lang kasi BROKENHEARTED ka..at wala ka MAIDAMAY...tsk...anyways..well i can do this...eh ano naman kung mag-isa ako..tsk..
PLAN B: sad love songs to the rescue!...
NP: I Love You Goodbye
Shocks!...
very sa'kin tu...very patama!..
wish i could be the one...the one that huhuhum..huhuhumm huhum..
ANSAKIT!..bakit kasi hindi ako...awts..ayoko nito..sobrang emote..<lipat>
NP: Laging Dinededma
tomooo!..
super lagi niya akong dinededma...nasabi ko na nga ang lahat..wa epek pa din..tsk.oo nga..the answer could just be a yes or a no...but what if he didn't even bother to answer...there's no YES...not even a NO...just a pathetic little OK...haist...<lipat ulit>
NP: The Man Who Can't Be Moved
...but how can i move on if i'm still in love with you!...<sob>
i can't do it...bakit ang hirap...never namang naging tayo pero nasasaktan ako...bakit kasi ikaw pa... what will i do?...what can i do?<sob>
bakit kelangan ganito ang mangyari sa'kin...sobrang sakit...sobra talaga..
lahat na lang ng kanta patama...lahat sapul...
even if i turn off this radio..nothing will change...i'm still lonely...i'm still crying...I STILL LOVE YOU...
<sob>
sabi nila...mahirap mag move on...but i guess...TRYING TO MOVE ON is HARDER...
kahit pilitin mo ang sarili mo...hindi mo kaya..PAANO ba kasi?
LANGYA naman oh!...
kalilimutan na nga kita...pinahihirapan mo pa ako...tantanan mo na kasi ako...mawala ka na sana sa isip ko!...
haist...wala na tuloy ako maisip...itutulog ko na nga lang 'to...wishing that tomorrow will be different...
<buntong hininga>
