The Broken Suicide

The Broken Suicide: Part 3

He's awake! Cries the mother.
The nurse rushes over and touches his forehead.
How are you feeling?
I feel exhausted.. Replies Ricky..
Mom holds her sons hand and cries
"mom what's going on.. Where's Noah?" He's alive Ricky..
Ricky mutters to himself thanking god he's alive
After a few minutes talking, his mother decides to go check up on Noah. As she's walking away, Ricky asks where's dad?.
His mother stops dead in her tracks and mutters "he's dead.." And walks away

Ricky narrates: it all came back to me.. My dad grabbed me and tried to pry the gun from my hands. We wrestled in the living room as my mom was calling 911.
"I WANT TO KILL MYSELF DAD!!" I screamed. Dad puts me in a choke hold as the gun skids across the room. I elbow him in the stomach as he whispers "You don't think I want you dead?.. Huh? You made this family suffer so much" I bit down on his arm and pushed him off. I rammed him against the wall "FUCK YOU! Dad laughs. I punched him in the stomach, grabbed the gun and aimed it at him. " Do it you little emo cunt. Kill papa bear. I read your fucking journal. Kill your dad!
I teared up and walked closer to him
"ALL YOU DO IS BITCH ABOUT HOW WE TREAT YOU. YOU HAVE YOUR PARENTS, A BROTHER A HOME?! YOURE AN UNGRATEFUL SON OF A BITCH!!"
"stop" I reply
dad continues to rant
"NO FUCK YOU! ALL YOU DO IS CUT YOURSELF AND CRY IN YOUR ROOM WHILE YOURE LITTLE BROTHER WAS DYING. YOURE A SELFISH ASS CHILD AND I HATE YOU"
I screamed " SHUT UP"
He presses the gun against his dad's chest
"KILL ME YOU FAGGOT! JUST LIKE YOU DID TO NOAH"
I cried even more
Dad whispers "I'll do it for you " he screams "MARY (mothers name) I LOVE YOU" he screams as he pulls the trigger while I'm holding the gun
"DAD" I cry
I get on my knees as dad replies "I hope you rot in prison you faggot" dad closes his eyes.. Before I could speak.. Someone knocks me in the head with a heavy object