Scribbles of the Heart

Far From Here

I wanna go away 

Far from here,

Where I don't know myself.

In the midst of all the hustles 

And ripples of everyday life, 

I stop worrying about you. 

You – endless myriad of confusion; 

I have more things in my mind 

Than thoughts about you. 

But you're here, 

And I wanna go away 

Far from here,

Where I don't know you. 

I wanna go anywhere,

Scream my lungs out 

Until I bleed 

Until I die; 

In death I’d find peace, 

I’d be whole again, 

I wouldn't deal with confusion any longer.

BUT, this is where it gets difficult... 

I don't want to die, 

I want to be somewhere in this world. 

When I look in your eyes, 

I want to see myself looking back at me, 

Not screaming, 

Not bleeding, 

Not dying, 

Just free of all the worries. 

Not knowing, 

Not caring, 

Just... 

Just trusting 

That what I see in your eyes 

Is a reflection of me 

When I’m not confused.