LOST LOVE ✅

Part : 14 He loves me or hates me?

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Nandini P.O.V.

It's hurt a lot when someone you love unconditionally  but in return every time that someone only gives you pain. And it's hurt more when you can't even blame him completely for your pain. This was happening with me , my heart was breaking a bit by bit because i fell in love with the person who was not in a condition to see my love and pain. He was in a pain where he was just thinking about his first love.
"Last night whatever happened, it was not his fault , it was my fault. He was not his senses but i was in my senses, i could have stopped him but I didn't , it was my fault"i said to myself while crying, standing under the shower. I was blaming myself for everything and it was hurting a lot.
The water was removing Manik's touch from my body but it can never remove his touch from my soul.

But I can't even describe in words that how much i felt good. I wanted to stop the time when he was making my each and every cell of body alive and beautiful with his touch. I closed my eyes and got lost in thinking about last night. The way he was kissing and loving my body , it was bliss. Everything was so beautiful and full of love , i felt like he also loved me in same way i loved him. I didn't feel for a single second that he didn't have feeling for me. I didn't know why i felt this.

Writer P.O.V.

One side Nandini was heartbroken and blaming herself and on the other side Manik Malhotra was going crazy because he thought that one night will make everything fine and he will forget Nandini . But nothing happened the way he expected, it happened opposite. When he reached back home , he started remembering about the beautiful night which he had spent with Nandini and this also made him remind that how much he felt good and what her touch was doing to him. She made his dead soul feel alive with her touch. After 16 years , he felt alive . He was going crazy thinking that why he was still thinking about Nandini and why he was forgetting Nandita. He was not ready to accept that he had fallen in love with Nandini.

"How can you forget me , Mannu"he was lying on the floor and staring the ceiling silently when he heard Nandita's voice. He immediately stood up and looked toward the door from where her voice came.
"You had promised me that you will come and save me" Nandita spoke in serious tone looking at Manik.
"I am in pain Manu , you can't do this to me. You can't forget me like this" Nandita said and listening her words , tears started falling down from Manik's eyes. He nodded his head negatively looking at her.
"You can't leave me in pain Mannu" Nandita got disappeared after saying this.  Manik collapsed down on the floor and started crying covering his face with palm. He was feeling guilty for cheating Nandita by spending night with Nandini. He was thinking that he made Nandita upset by doing this. Nandini was right that she will always remain his mistake.

"Why Nandini came in my life ? She made everything more difficult for me" he shouted angrily removing his hands from his face. He got up and started breaking the things in his room.
"Ahaha.."he shouted loudly , picking up his guitar and hit it on the mirror. Mirror broke down into million of pieces like his heart. He bent down and took the broken piece in his hands. He closed his eyes while clenching his fist. The broken piece of mirror hurt him and blood started coming out from his hand but his expression remained same , it was like he was not feeling any pain.
"How can i cheat my Nandita" saying this he started punching his other hand on the floor. Like he was punishing himself for cheating his Nandu.

That time only , Cabir walked inside and ran toward Manik and felt bad when he saw him hurting himself.
"Manik , please stop hurting yourself "he said holding his shoulders from behind and tried to stop him but Manik was trying to push him. But after trying a lot , Cabir held him tightly and he stopped hurting himself.
"Cabir , why I don't feel any pain , i want to punish myself for cheating my Nandu"he said in crying tone looking at his bleeding palm. Cabir felt like crying seeing his pain but he didn't get why Manik said he cheated Nandita.