#5 All our bruised bodys, and the whole heart shrinks- La Dispute

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by latishluke

by latishluke

Ashton:

"Tell me that its difficult to not think of death sometimes"

"It's so hard sometimes Ash." you whispered into the phone, you heard a sigh come from the other end. "I know babe, but look, YN, look how many fan look up to you. And how many fans love you for stay strong during the hard time." He explained. You understood where he was coming from, "But Tell me that its difficult to not think about death Ash."

Michael:

"Were you told as a child how cruel the whole world could be?"

You had a very eventful childhood. Your dad was put into jail when you turned 13 because he was abusing you and your mum. So as you grew up, it was hard to look at guys the same way. But with Mikey it was different. You trusted him 100% but you knew how cruel the world really was in the back of your mind.

Calum:

"Tell your stories to me, show your bruises, lets see what humanity is capable of handling."

I sat in Calum's arms and he ran his hand down my back, once he reached a bruise that was made right before I had left the house, I flinched.

"What's wrong?" he asked as he drew his hand away from my sensitive skin. "Um just ran into the door as I left, nothing big." I said as thought about how right before I had left my drunken dad stumbled down the stairs and smacked my back and kicked me upper thigh. "let me see? did it leave a bruise?" He asked as he pulled up my shirt to see a hand printed bruise on my lower back.

I lowered my head, clearly ashamed that I had lied to him. "Is this the only one?" he asked as soon as he caught on. I shook

my head no,

"Tell your stories to me,Show your bruises, lets see what humanity is capable or handeling"

Luke:

"Tell me what your worst fears are, I bet they look a lot like mine, tell me what you think about when you cant fall asleep at nigt."

"What's your biggest fear?" Luke asked as we laid on the bed. Ot was around 3 in the morning and we weren't tierd. I thought about the question and then answered. "Probably commitment. Just having to settle on one thing forever. It scares the shit out of me." I told my boyfriend. He nodded his head, I had already previously told him before we started dating that committing my self was hard and it took a lot to get me to stay in one spot with one person for a while.

"What do you think about when you cant fall asleep at night?" he asked another question.