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You see HIM cry for the first time

I don't know if I can do this to myself...Give me a minute.

Okay. Here we go.

Luke: So I think that you would come home from work, and you would make dinner for Luke since he called you earlier and said he's having a shitty day. And you would make his favourite and you would wait in the living room waiting for him, and when you hear the door open and shut fast, you would know that Luke's still upset and you would give him some space. But when he doesn't come say hi within 15 mintutes, you would wander to your shared room and hear quiet sobs, and you would have to take a deep breath before going in a comforting him.

Calum: I think that he would try to cry secretly while he thinks you're asleep. I think he would roll over so he's not facing you and he would curl up into a tight ball and just let out his emotions. He would shake the bed as his sobs hit him, and he would whimmper and his eyes would be red and you would turn over to face him and he would notice and he would look at you and your heart would break at the sight of him in such vulnerable state and you wouldn't want to say anything because you wouldnt want him to know how close you are to tears and you would just let him lay his head on you chest as you run your fingers through his hair until he falls asleep.

Michael: I think that Michael would try to hide the fact that hes crying because he supposed to be a man, and he would like kinda do the sweater paw thing and he would rub his eyes and you would notice and ask whats wrong in a worried tone and he would claim its allergys and when you give him a sad look, I think he would like break and let it all out and he would crumble and tell you everything and you would hold him and tell him everything is going to be okay.

Ashton: I think he would be trying I tell you about what's making him upset but his voice would break and he would get pissed off that he cannot not cry and you would tell him it's okay to cry and that he's been strong and he has to break at one point and he would just nod as he cries.

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THIS was ACTUALLY THE HARDEST THING TO RIGHT IT MADE ME CRY AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE WHAT IN FEELING. ITS RAINING REALLY HARD AND IT MAKES ME. SAD THAT LUKE ISNT HERE TO CUDDLE THE SHIT OUTTA ME DAMMIT FUCK MY LIFE.