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Even My Dad Does Sometimes- Ed Sheeran

*a/n: okay, so I can feel that I'm already going to be sobbing by the end of this preference. I don't know why I'm doing this to myself.*

Luke: "so don't wipe your eyes, tears remind you you're alive."

"Shhh." Luke shushed as he held you tight. You had always been depressed but once you and Luke started to date, you thought you were getting better until you went public with the relationship and the hate flooded in. "I hate crying." you sobbed into his chest. You brought your hand up to wipe away the tears that were falling from your swollen eyes. "I'm sorry, your shirt has my tears all -" you apologized but got cut off by luke speaking. "It's okay to cry, it shows your alive and human."

Cal: "it's okay to die, cause deaths the only thing you haven't tried."

(His POV)

"Shes was amazing. Very out going and she tried everything. From buying an ice cream cone at a ice cream shop to going out and speaking to thousands of people about things that made her eyes glow and more. She always told me she wanted to try everything and I guess she has now. I'm not mad at her for dying because I'm pretty sure thats the only this she hasn't done. And I know that now shes gone, she cant accomplish anything else but she will always be here with us. Shes always going to be with me, and thats enough to keep my going." I spoke to the people who sat around to morn the death of YN.

Mike: "it's okay to cry even my dad does sometimes."

You opened the door to you and Michael's shared hotel room to see him facing away from the door sitting on the bed. "Hey Mikey, I was going to get something to eat, and wanted to know if you wanted to come." you asked as you walked to find your purse. You heard a muffled sob and turned to find Michael with his head pressed into a pillow. "Mikey?" you asked as you dropped your bag to see what was wrong. "Go away. I don't want you to see me like this." he cried. You sat next to him and sighed. "Remember my dad?" you asked him. You looked at him and he nodded taking his head out of the pillow. "Big scary man, covered in tattoos right. He's pretty intimidating. You know that once we go to bed, I can hear him crying Mike so don't be ashamed." you said and wrapped your arms around him.

Ash: "just go ahead and live it up."

(I'll make this one not so sad.)

"So this is it right?" you asked your boyfriend who stood in front of you. "No, well for right now, but not forever kay, I still love you." he said as he dropped his suitcase to hold your face in his hands. "I still love you too." you told him. His tearing eyes shined with happiness as the words slipped threw your mouth. "Then why are we doing this to our selfs?" he asked you as you attempted to turn your head. "Because I want you to just go and live it up and not have me as some baggage." You told him. He shook his head and kissed you. "You'll never be some baggage. I love you."

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These are all sucky ew.

Sorry.