Regretting You||E.D. fanfic

XIV

song: celoso by lele pons

Alyssa's POV:

"What?" Grayson says with shock in his voice.

"Are you really that surprised?" I say as I turn to him and put my arm on the couch.

"I mean, yeah! I thought you wanted to work things out with him and take things little by little."

"I mean, I do. But, it doesn't seem like he's wanting this relationship. I'm not the only one who sees it." I roll my eyes.

"OBVIOUSLY! But I mean, geez. You just need to wait a little more in my opinion. You're gonna get there. Give him a little more time." He says as he runs my arm.

"Yeah, but what if he's going to meet Emma or someone in LA? I just keep thinking that this isn't going to last. I try not to think about the bad things but it's so difficult not to when he's out doing who knows what!" I groan and lean my head back onto the couch.

"I know. It's going to take some time. Let me talk to him." I turn my head and I see him with a shy smile on his face.

"You'd do that? Really?" I ask.

"Of course I would. I mean, he is my brother and you're my best friend sooo why wouldn't I?!" He chuckles and I smile.

He looks back at me and smiles. He gives me a side hug as I grab the tv remote from the ottoman,

so he's practically grabbing my lower back but closer to my ass than my back.

I lean back up and he keeps his hand there.

Well, he's not gonna move it himself so I might as well grab it.

I grab his hand and move it away. I can feel his breathing get heavier and I smirk as I turn on Netflix.

I put on The Office and I hear him groan.

"What now, Grayson?" I say as I laugh.

"We always watch this. Can we PLEASE watch something else?!" He groans again and I have an idea

"I'll take it off..." His eyes widen and he's intrigued.

"IF,"

"AGH WHAT?!" He groans and I giggle, again.

"So you think this is funny? Seeing me get frustrated?" He smirks.

I see your game, Dolan...

"Yeah, it's pretty funny. Seeing you groan over something so minuscule. I wonder what else can do that." I say seductively as I get close to his face.

"A lot of things actually. One of them includes something very close to me." He says as he gets closer to my face while the show is playing.

"And what's that?" I say as our noses are now touching.

"You." My breathing hitches and I hear him chuckle.

"Now, what are you gonna do about it?" I say.

"THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!" We both look at the tv and laugh at the remark Michael from The Office made.

"I mean, he is right." Grayson says.

"Very. So, what ARE you gonna do about it, Dolan?" I smirk.

"Well, I was thinking I could do this." He says as he leans in and softly kisses my lips. I kiss back...

"And... then... I... was... thinking... I... could... do... this..." He says in between each kiss. He pushes me back into the couch and moves his head down my neck.

"And then what?" I say out of breath. He kisses way too close to the collar of my shirt and tugs on it to ask me if it's okay. As I'm about to answer, we hear keys enter the lock of the door. He pulls away and I sit up. We both pretend like nothing happened.

Ethan walks through the door and goes to his room, probably to start packing. Grayson and I don't move but I can feel him glance at me every once in a while.

"Gray, stop." I say with my teeth clenched. He looks away and Ethan walks back in.

"Babe, I gotta go. I'll see you in a couple of days, alright?" He says as he walks over to me.

"Okay, we'll talk when you come back." He gives me a kiss on the cheek and nods. When Ethan walks out the door, I see Grayson with his jaw clenched.

Yep, still hot.

"You good?" I ask, acting like I don't know why he's like that.

"Yeah, I'm fine." He still says with his jaw clenched.

"Okay, well, I'M GONNA GO." I say as I get up. I start to walk and feel his hand wrap around my wrist, which pulls me onto his lap. I was laying on his legs and he kisses me.

It was rough but it was amazing.

"Now, you can go." He says with his eyes widened. I get up and I feel him grab my hand again.

"I'm gonna talk to him when he can. As much as I don't want to." He mumbles the last part but I still hear it and smile.

"Okay, Grayson." I nod my head and walk out. As I walk to the elevator, I'm thinking about what happened.

AM I AN IDIOT?!

WHAT AM I DOING?! I NEED TO STOP.
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well, how y'all doin? this is probably pissing people off. i have plans, TRUST ME Y'ALL.

stay tuned kids;)