i can't even explain the pounding in my chest and my head.
i can't put into words how I feel.
i can't explain it.
my head spins and I begin to feel dizzy the room moving around me, and everything feels like slow motion. voices I hear seem distant like they're a mile away. my legs can't hold me up any longer and I crumble to the ground pathetically. my breathing is rapid right up to the point where I feel as though I may faint. my eyes shift in and out of focus and all I worry about is getting up. getting up off of the floor. And a high pitch whistle deafens me. the words I try to say come out as a mumble. my voice comes out as silence.
until i begin to feel blank. nothing. and i finally manage to mumble something.
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"help"
