"hey"
-no reply-
"hey how was your day?"
-no reply-
"what you been up to?"
-no reply-
*are you sure you want to unsend all messages?
~yes.lately im noticing how annoying I am to everyone.
why can't I get into my head that no one wants to talk to me.
nobody wants to speak to me really they feel bad.
i need to stop thinking I'm someone special.
my thumbs speed over the keyboard and type words that don't mean anything anymore, cause I've said them all before at least 4 times a day.
boring.
boring conversation.
boring topic,
boring texts,
im boring.