☆彡2:30am: renmin [DISCONTINUED]

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Jaemin quietly laid in his shared bed with a frown on his face. His boyfriend, Jeno, wasn't home yet but it was 1:30am. He turned around and held onto a small pillow.

He closed his eyes and tried to relax but he couldn't sleep. Sleep never existed to him whether Jeno was home or out doing whatever the fuck he wanted to.

At first he was hurt by it but now he's over it. He doesn't like Jeno, they fell out of love. Jeno doesn't even love him and he says it but then says that he'd kill himself without Jaemin.

Of course, some would leave but Jaemin stayed. His parents left and he didn't need to lose someone else.

He looked at the time on his alarm clock and sighed softly. 1:45am and he could hear the door opening, showing that Jeno was home.

He quickly got up and put on slippers and a hoodie.

He put a pack of cigarettes in his pockets and walked out of the room, shutting the door to be face to face with Jeno.

"Where the hell are you going? You're leaving two nights in a row? Are you cheating on me?" Jaemin felt a weight fall onto his chest. It was anxiety, he always felt anxious when Jeno questioned him.

"No but you're cheating on me. Why the hell do you have all those fucking hickeys on your neck?"

"None of your fucking business, are you cheating on me?"

"No. Gosh, hop right the fuck off my dick please and thank you." Before Jeno could respond, Jaemin walked out the door at 1:58am and ran to the park where he met that cute boy. He couldn't deal with another argument.

He opened his pack and placed a cigarette in his mouth before lighting it and inhaling the smoke. Of course, it wasn't the best thing to be doing considering that he's literally smoking a death stick but it's truly the only thing that helps him cope.

"Well Nana, you're back again. Near the swings. But this time, you didn't blow smoke in my face! Yay!" Jaemin smiled once he made eye contact with Renjun and he immediately took another hit.

"So, things got heated again Jaemin?" Jaemin wanted to say yes but decided not to.

"No. I just hate that house. I can't sleep." Jaemin saw Renjun nod and look down at his hands. His swinging stopped a bit and started to crack his knuckles. Jaemin guessed that was his habit.

"Neither can I. I have insomnia."

"I have nightmares so I'm too scared to fall asleep." Renjun nodded and tilted his head at the cigarette.

"Can I try a cigarette?" Jaemin immediately shook his head and put the pack in his pocket.

"No. These are gonna spoil you and you had a whole coughing fit yesterday. I genuinely don't want that to happen to you again."

"That's true. Plus I have really bad asthma."

"Exactly- WAIT WHAT? You let me smoke in front of you even though you have really bad asthma?" He quickly put out the cigarette and dropped it in the tray as Renjun nodded.

"Doesn't matter."

"I think it matters a lot because you literally have bad asthma but go off I guess." Renjun rolled his eyes and continued to swing while Jaemin joined him.

"Want a piece of gum?" Renjun looked over at Jaemin and smiled once he saw him pull a pack of gum out of his pocket.

"What flavor?" Jaemin thought of multiple things to say after that but none of them were appropriate so he just held back.

"Red flavor." Renjun gave him a dirty look and Jaemin laughed softly. He was trying to be intimidating but he wasn't being intimidating, he was very cute.

"Shut up, what flavor?" Jaemin laughed at the sudden sass that was prominent in his voice.

"Watermelon."

"Hell yes." Jaemin smiled and handed him the gum.

"Same cartoon character, different pants." Renjun looked down at his outfit and looked back up with a big smile on his face.

"Hell yeah! I have so many pajamas with Moomin on them, I can't even count it!" Renjun started smiling even wider at the thought of Moomin, Jaemin really thought that he was cute. He was like a human version of a puppy.

"You really love Moomin."

"Fuck yeah." Renjun continued swinging and Jaemin smiled at the adorable boy next to him. He felt a few buzzes in his pocket but ignored them as he continued speaking to the cute boy that loved Moomin and swinging.

"Why do you love swings so much?" Renjuns eyes lit up at the question and he started swinging even higher.

"Cause, it's nice. I like feeling the air against my skin as I go forward and backwards. The higher I get, the more I feel like I'm on top of the world. The more I feel important and I feel all my problems dissolve. Until I have to stop it or someone else stops it and the feeling of childish euphoria goes away." Renjun stopped himself from going even higher and looked next to him.

Jaemin smiled and got up, deciding to push him. Renjuns cheeks hurt from smiling so widely and Jaemin starting to push him was contributing to the pain.

"Well, it doesn't have to stop now so why don't we have fun?" Jaemin continued to push him and smiled at Renjuns cute giggles. It was 2:30am.