☆彡2:30am: renmin [DISCONTINUED]

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Once Jaemin got home from the store, he threw his stuff down and plopped on the couch, turning on the tv.

"Hey babe!" Jeno walked to him and pressed a kiss to his cheek. Jaemin didn't like it, he didn't want Jeno to kiss him. But instead of fighting it, he just let it happen.

"How are you?" Jaemin shrugged, continuing to look at the tv. He was over this, he just didn't feel the same.

He didn't love Jeno anymore but he couldn't just leave because then he would've had nothing.

"Look, I'm sorry about everything." Jaemin continued to stare directly at the tv, trying to not listen to him.

"So, you're just going to ignore me? I just apologized and everything! Look, I didn't even do anything wrong but I still apologized and you're not even going to look at me? Shameful. And you're being an ungrateful bitch-"

"Just go to bed Jeno, you're tired." Jaemin stood up and walked to the kitchen, getting himself a water bottle, before going to the table and sitting down.

"What do you mean I'm tired? I'm tired? Reall-"

"Go to bed Jeno." An annoyed look could be seen on his face before he looked at Jaemin.

"Look, I'm just trying to be the best boyfriend I can be. I'm apologizing to you and you won't even look at me! That just shows how much you don't care for this relationship or me. I should just put your ass out on the street." Jaemin clenched his water bottle, spilling it all over the table and the floor, and roughly hit his fist against the table while standing up.

"The best boyfriend? Best boyfriend? Every fucking night, you go to that place full of angry men and whores, I'm honestly surprised that you haven't caught an std yet. (a/n: no hate to sex workers, they're just doing their job and they shouldn't be shit on. don't shit on sex workers. okay, bye.) Your apologies are passive aggressive. You're not sorry that what you did to make me feel bad, you're apologizing because I feel bad. There's a big difference between "I'm sorry you're upset" and "I'm sorry I made you upset-" Jeno just silently sat and stared at him, unable to say anything.

Jaemin never stuck up for himself, he always just took the shit Jeno gave him and made himself feel bad because of Jenos half-ass apologies. Jeno almost felt bad for what he inflicted on Jaemin.

"And you know what, I don't care about you. Or this stupid fucking relationship! I haven't cared about you ever since we moved into this god awful apartment, I just want to get out of here and file a restraining order against you. And if you were to put me out on the street, I'd be happy. It's better than being here with you." silence filled the air before Jeno just grabbed his shoes.

"I'm going out."

"Good. And I hope you don't come back." Jeno slammed the door while Jaemin stood up and tried to grab the water bottle from the table. His hands were too shaky.

"Fuck, I need to smoke."

a/n: DUDES !!! it's been 8 million years. sorry. okay so, i probably won't be able to update this book or my other books for a little (tbh, i never update this book so it doesn't really matter that i'm saying this), there is a tiny situation going on at home but i'll update when i can.

bye guys! thanks for reading!