Friendzone

14

Jeonghan's POV

Recently I've been so exhausted. Joshua wants sex every morning and night without any excuses, plus classes are killing me and I barely have time to myself.

Today, was one of those days I could lay down and do nothing while Joshua was in college.
I had time to finish my essay and work on a new one I had to do.

I looked at the clock and it was ten in the morning which gave me time to take a break and start working again.

I walked to my room to get some clothes to get a cold relaxing shower. Once in the bathroom, I took my clothes off revealing all the bite marks and the purple hickeys made with love by Joshua.
I have to admit that sometimes he can get rough, too rough and it's scary. But deep down I know he loves me, no matter the bites, the hickeys or even the slaps he gives me occasionally.

The only thing that was left to make my life complete was Seungcheol... After I left I realized how much he has done for me, and how important he is to me as much as I was to him. But I can't go back. Not with Joshua around. He says that Seungcheol just wants to control my life and use me because I'm too pure and nice.
Still I can't help but worrying about him sometimes. Has he eaten today? Is he sleeping well? How is his music coming along?

I took my phone, thinking if I should call him or not. But I guess I should use this free day to its fullest and call him now that Joshua isn't here.

"The number you have called does no longer exists"

I looked at my phone once again and dialed a second time, a third a forth and so on.

The bathroom door was opened suddenly making me drop my phone.

"What are you doing baby?" he said and looked at my phone with the calls I just made registered.
He looked at me right in the eye with a look that made me shiver.

His phone rang and he took it without removing his eyes from mine.

"Yeah Mingyu, I can't go, I have a problem here at home." he said bitterly and looking furious for some reason before he hung up.