✨ 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ✨

Fifthteen ~ 15

[ Jungkook's POV ]
I stayed inside my room.. I felt sick, remembering past relationships. With the sluts I've dated the things we would do... just for a temporary feeling. Something that wouldn't last, or just to relieve stress, just any reason to have sex. At anytime, anywhere, for anything then afterwards leave like nothing happened. I felt disgusted with myself, with my body... I kept thinking about Jimin and how perfect he is, he's very special. But has no interest in me.. But I won't stop trying... right?
I honestly felt like fainting, thinking about other people. People who are smarter than me, prettier than me, talented... then there's me..
I can't compare to them, I'm not even close.. I'm consider "popular" just because I've dated a bunch of girls. Literally I'm known as the "schools fuck boy"... I'm so tired of everything but I need to take my mind of things. Imma head out, I don't know where but.. just not my room anywhere but here. I put my shoes and walk out the door, a slight breeze hits me. It felt relaxing.., I kept walking and walking. To where?? I'm not so sure myself...well there's always the cafe. Why not?
I make my way to the cafe and to see Jin there.
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[ Third Person POV ~ ]

"Jungkook" he shouts out
I flinched at the sudden action
"O-oh Hey"
"Jin can I talk to you..? Please"
"What happened? Are you okay? I'm here explain
"Well you already know what I'm stressing about Ji-"
"Jimin right" Jin says
"Yea.." "should I keep going for him? Or go for..."
"Go for who? Taehyung??"
I gulp down hard "Yea..."
"You'll get bullied if you do though, I don't want you getting hurt. But if you truly like him then go for him, but are you over Jimin?"
"Well no, not really.. I'm not really sure"
"Hmm what made you start liking Taehyung?"
"Well i figured.. if I can't have Jimin maybe I could have a chance with him."
"So you just want someone to love then"
"Yea... I guess so"
"Jin hyung am I a bad Person for liking two people, am I.. uhh slut for doing that..?" Jungkook said
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[ Jimin's POV ]

I started panicking.. a lot it was 5:34 right now, I'm not sure what to do.... so I'll text Jungkook right now.
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Me - "Hey"
Jungkook 🐰 - read message at 5:36
Jungkook 🐰 - "hi"
Me - "are you busy right now?"
Jungkook 🐰 - "right now yes? Why did you need something?"
Me - "no I didn't sorry for bothering you 😅, but I was gonna ask you if you wanted to hang out with me"
Me - "but it's fine"
Me - "sorry"
Jungkook 🐰 - " No it's okay, I can hang out later if you'd like"
Me - "what time?"
Jungkook 🐰 - "can we meet up at 7:45?"
Me - "Yea but where though?"
Jungkook 🐰- "the cafe again, if you don't mind"?
Me - "that's fine"
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[ Jungkook's POV ]
"Jungkook that doesn't make you a slut, It-"
"YES IT DOES" Jungkook yells
Everyone's head towards the noise slightly judging the boy.
"Jungkook please calm down, you know what let's go to my house about this"
"Fine" Jungkook mutters
Jin grabs his coffee and Jungkook with him, they both exit the cafe and into Jin's car.
"Sit" Jin says
Jungkook continues to say nothing
"Jungkook look we're going to talk about it somewhere more private" Jin says
"I know... I'm sorry"
"It's fine but you're not getting away with embarrassing me in public, watch when we get home" Jin said in a parent tone
I gulped down and chuckled a bit
I opened my phone retreading the conversation I had with Jimin I smiled down at my phone.
"Someone is happy, who you talking too???" Jin said smirking
"Uhh Jimin.."
"Awwww about what??, you're gonna ditch precious time with me to run away with your boyfriend" Jin said crying fake tears
"You're so grown, sniff sniff" Jin continued with the act
"He's not my boyfriend"
"Not yet" Jin said smiling
Jin pulls up the drive way of his home, he lives alone. He's in his senior year of high school, so he will be leaving soon.
They both get out the car and walk up the stone steps, flowers everywhere. All different colors and types, Jungkook stares at all the different colors slowly getting lost.
Until Jin snaps him back to reality, "are you going to come in or not?"
"Also take your shoes off before entering"
"Oh okay"
"Thank you" Jin says smiling
"N-no problem"
Jungkook follows Jin to his living room, his home was very cozy and he liked that.
"You can sit down you know"
"Oh right sorry" "You hungry I have a lot of food or I can make anything if you want"
"It's okay I'm fine"
"Jeon Jungkook come here this instant, you're going to eat."
"Ughh Fine" heh
"So what would you like?? Jungkook walks over to Jin's kitchen it was huge and there was food everywhere" From steak to pizza, chicken etc. "Pick as much as you want" Jin says ☺️
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[ Jimin's POV ] ~

I was a bit nervous about meeting up with Jungkook, I constantly kept checking the time. Right now it's 6:30, 6:30,6:30
I kept repeating to myself
I didn't have anything to do
I cleaned the apartment, I took a nap but my stomach was going against me right now. It hurt so bad, I needed to eat something... i went to the kitchen and grabbed one of the ramen packets and a pot. I placed water in the pot and waited for steam to escape the pot, Then I placed the ramen inside. I stared at it for awhile,
My eyes slowly getting bigger every moment looking at it. I've been craving food for hours, I kept eyeing the ramen. And soon it was finished I smiled, I quickly grabbed a bowl and slowly poured the noodles in. My stomach aching every second I look at it, I put the pot away in the sink and go to the living room. I sat down and looked at the ramen but then thought about myself... for a second.. why not? I slurped the bundle of noodles up, smiling as the warm strands of noodles. Going down my throat and finally entering my stomach. My mind felt a bit more clear, I was happy at the moment. But I probably won't do this again for a day or maybe two. But I'll enjoy it for now...
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[ Jungkook's POV ] ~

"A-anything Jin hyung, are you sure??? Jungkook says drooling at the sight of all this food
"Yes Jungkook, I already said you could have as much as you want" for like the tenth time
Please choose something
"Imma pick pizza"
"Okay" Jin chuckles took you long enough
Jin walks towards the oven and turns it on to preheat
"It will be ready in about 30 minutes"
"So while we wait, I want you to tell me EVERYTHING" 😊💓
"Okay" Jungkook says nervously
"So uhh.. where do I begin?"
"Hmmm well for starters what do you and Jimin do when you hang out??"
"Well so far we've gone to the cafe and just talk-"
"Ooh talk about what???"
"Ummm about school and *sigh* mostly Taehyung..."
"I pretty sure Jimin likes Tae.."
"Ohh.. is it obvious?"
"Very, apparently Taehyung's life is pretty bad and him and Jimin are best friends. They've known each other for years" "and I can't really complete against that so.." "And also Yoongi likes Jimin so why would I take him away?"
"Why even try?"
"Hmmm okay what does he say about Taehyung? I really don't want to sound mean but he's so skinny and always looks so miserable..."
"Do you really like him? I honestly feel like it's more healthy to be with Jimin than him y'all known less problems..."
"Unless you want a challenge then go ahead"
"I...I but I don't want to enter fear with Jimin and Taehyung"
"Oh Jungkook" Jin says smiling
"You have to make a choice"
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[ Taehyung's POV ]

I really wanted to go out right now, even though I'm not in the best condition. I want to see Jimin so bad... it's been days and I haven't talked to him at all. I..I think I'm going to go
I get up from my bed, and walk over to my closet. There's dirty clothes everywhere but some are decently clean. I put on a pair of black jeans and a big gray over sized hoodie. I went to the bathroom to wash my face, I looked okay I guess.. it could be better.
I walked downstairs and put on my old converse, they are ripping on the edges. I've had them for years and years, I don't have enough money for a new pair sadly. I grab my keys and my cracked phone and left my house.
I started walking down the uneven steps, I haven't, even been outside for a minute and I already hear guys whistling at me. I quickly run out of my neighborhood, people looking at me up and down...
"Hey baby let me take you back to my place" or
"Damn your thighs big as hell"
Anything on the lines of that, I finally make my way to the apartments.
Where I'll finally get to see Jimin....
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[ Authors Note ] ~ 

ʕ •̀ o •́ ʔ this chapter is long 💗💗💗
Thank you for 500 reads + 600 reads
There will definitely be some mistakes I'm sorry about that 💗💗💗
I hope that this chapter was okay ( ◡‿◡ *)
more chapters will come out about this long now 💕💕💕
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