✨ 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ✨

Thirty two ~ 32

[ Jin pov ]

I started walking towards the bathroom,, I seriously couldn't keep my balance anymore..

my body started to tremble and my head throbbed at a intense amount of pain..

thankfully there wasn't anyone in the bathroom at this moment,, so I didn't have to worry.

I barely make it to the small stall,, I carefully lock the door,.. and immediately fell on the seat..

I closed my eyes..

I was so exhausted.

and sleepy as hell.

when was the last time I slept??

when I was with Jonnie..

Memories start to flush into my mind..
the way his muscular arms wrapped around my thin, body.

The way he held me tight, when he would call out for me, how he just wanted to keep sleeping.

How he would run his fingers threw my hair, as we were sleeping. The way his hand intertwined with mine.

I miss him.

I hate how this all started.

And now we're stuck in it..

*sigh*

I slowly open my tired eyes,, they felt heavy,, I really needed to sleep..

but I wanna sleep with Namjoon by my side.

So I'll wait, even if it destroys my mind in the process.

i stayed in that bathroom for about,, 10
more minutes before I left that stall.

I walked out and washed my hands, throughly. Going in between my fingers, the smell of soap filled the room.

the sweet scent of lavender..

how intoxicating.

I could no longer breathe.

I walk out the bathroom with a small smile,, now all we have to do is wait.

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[ Taehyung's pov ]

I felt something on my lap,, my eyes could barely open.. my breathing became ragged,, this feeling.

this feeling of warmth was crawling up behind me. My loneliness was leaving bit by bit,, leaving a small trail of pain behind..

i smiled knowing what it probably was,, but I refused to open my delicate eyes..

because maybe I'm wrong, and it's actually my loneliness devouring me and I can't tell the difference anymore.

maybe I want to think he's there sleeping in my lap and this is all a nightmare.

and I'm waiting for him to wake up.

"wake up" I whispered out

my voice barely making any noise.