Broken

The memories

Emilio:"....why did you choose ivan he was the one that was mean to you and hurt you and I was the one that was there for you"
Me:"emilio I do like you I-just...ivan was the first person that really got me in a long time"
Emilio:"I understand"
He looks down at the floor and leaves
I start to think about that night I first met ivan and how when he saw my cuts on my arm he didn't treat me differently but instead he told me that he does it as well I look at my arm and see all the scares a tear falls onto my cheek and I start to feel my heart hurting as a keep thanking about all the pain and the anger
End of y/n's P.O.V
Ivan's P.O.V
I finished eating and I go upstairs and into y/n's room and I see her just standing there crying looking at all the scares on her arm I couldn't help but look at her arm as well I started thinking about the night we first met and how when I saw her arm and I knew there was a lot of pain inside her and how I showed her the cuts on my arm she understood me and I understood her it felt like I was falling in love with her all over again I then snap myself out of my thoughts and I wipe the tears off of her cheeks she stops looking at her arm and she looks at me she then hugs me I hug her tight like I never want to let her go
Y/n:"I love you"
I pull away from the hug and passionately kiss her
Me:"I love you too"
I then hug her again
Y/n:"ivan?"
Me:"yeah"
Y/n:"would you ever leave me?"
Me:"no"
She hugs me tighter then pulls away I wipe the rest of the tears on her face away she then goes into the bathroom and puts cold water on her face
End of Ivan's P.O.V
Emilio's P.O.V
I try to find ivan to ask him if he wanted to play some soccer after checking his room & the living room I decide to check y/n's room
The door was cracked i saw her looking at her arm crying and ivan standing there looking at her arm as well then he starts wiping her tears and he hugs her after he kissed her I understood why she chose him they had this bond I couldn't see before a bond that me and y/n will never have sure it made me sad but she needs him and he needs her I walk in after ivan sat down
Me:"hey do y'all want to watch a movie"
Ivan:"sure we will be down in a minute"
End of Emilio's P.O.V
Y/n's P.O.V
After I splash some cold water on my face I started to feel a little better then ivan comes in behind me and hugs me
Ivan:"come downstairs we're going to watch a movie or something"
We walk downstairs and I hear the shameless them song and I run and jump on the couch next to emilio...